hai, charity fair meetin jus over..goodness, cant believe i finish it in less than 2 hours..haha..

went to check out the bean bag stuff..boiboi wan to mke for his car, bt i mus do research for him..aiyoyo..am i his secretary?? haha..

gone out wif mingfei to find presents..got it..

cant wait for fri..can mit auntie n eat durian ice..hehe..

has been more den 1 month since i update blog..is nt i gt no tym, is i lazy? haha..

sch has been over for quite sum tym..

njoying life rite nw..workin at camps is uber fun..goin for overseas trip is oso veri veri fun..

sum of mi fren are nw workin, sum slackin lik mi, sum waitin to go army, sum waitin to go uni..

gud for dose whu noe wat to do in life, jiayou..for dose out dere workin ur ass out, take a break at tyms..aint gud to work so much..

i lik wat im doin, i hv gud parents whu support mi in wat i do..dey dun let mi work whn im studyin, dey dun force mi to work all dae since im so free..

i luv mi parents..cant wait to go on holidae wif dem..yeahs..

fri gt birthday celebration agn..wat shud i do to disturb dem?? sat goin to jb..cant wait to eat, slack, shop..wheets..

so long nv upload pictures le..gt so mani to upload..

done durin studyin at sch library..durin hero's birthday..=)

OMG!! whr gt ppl gif u drink DIS LITTLE BIT!! haha..
pork ribs?? yummy yummy..im eatin BONG!!

shits..

im totali pissed to de max..

stop controllin ME!! u tink its for mi own good, u tink its for mi safety, u tink its cos i cn do wat u cant..dats y u are restrictin mi ??

i will rebel..

everybodi hv deir own rights..further, im 23..dun nid parental consent..even if i were to go marry now, u cant stop mi..

for god's sake, let mi do wat i wan can?? at dis age, ppl go partying. clubbin, hangin out late..wat abt mi??

hv u spare a tot for mi feelin?? hv u spare a tot of mi pride n image??

i do nt wan to live n regret cos of sumthings which i cant do cos U RESTRICT MI to doi things..

shits..mus i even start prayin for u to RELEASE MI?!?!

charlene is a hungri gal..

bt she has nothin to eat..

so shud i go out on thur or fri?? bt go out is wif different ppl leh..hw hw hw??

tmr after dental gona mit ahma n do zone cohesion stuff le..omgz..den ltr goin out eat lo!! yeah yeah..=)

thur gt zone meeting..n zone cohesion meetin..

sians..so lazy to go out..prefer slackin leh..

charlene loves holiday..

charlene loves to slp..

charlene loves to eat..

charlene loves to play..

charlene loves herself..

charlene loves her fatty bombom..

charlene loves him..

charlene is a hapi gal..=)

ive gt wat i wanted..i dun nid other things le..

cant be bothered wif u..y shud i be angri..i shud jus laugh it off..

gt mittin ltr..haiz..

steppin out of mi 'shell'?? watever..haha..

i noe wat u wan..i noe wat u hope n wish for..i noe wat u tink..

rmbr i told u dun force mi..=) we shall wait n see..hahahaha..

be gud to mi lor..den i shall do things dat u lik..hehe..

finali exams over..jus wana pass it n gt out..

wan to start mi next chapter in life le..

hate ppl whu fly mi kite..seriousli WTF!!

damn it..an eye for an eye..bt haiz..wat cn i do..

aint i suppose to forgive n forget, give n take..

hopfuli dose wif RELIGION bear dat in mind..no nid mi to remin u!!

wan to clear things up, bt i tink de hard tyms is goin to be over soon..hope everythin will go on smoothli..cos i cant let go..

1 paper down..2 more to go..

CF is OMG..lucki gt siti as secretary..lucki we are babis together since sec 1..tks babe..

as such, i will hlp u out for fac..though i am so pissed wif ahben!! haiz..

n yeah, im gona be a camp instructor soon..=) cant wait to start..hehe..den gt money too..

cant wait for feb to end..hope mar will be a gud month..

i lub u..i still do..n i always will..

am so hungri..bt den its ok..eat or nt no difference..whu cares aniway, meib mi own stomach cn become smaller?? haha..

i say 10 lines, u say 1 line..do u even noe hw to READ mi msg?? do u even noe hw to REPLY mi msg?? do u even noe hw de FEELING is??

all u do is hv ur own fun..n nt care abt others..
all u do is gif mi false hope..n pretend nothin hpnd..
all u do is nt answer mi n let mi continue talkin n assumin wat i see, hear, think..
all u do is ur own way..n nt even ask hw i feel abt it..

y are u lidat?? isit u or mi dat change??

u are sensitive to wat ppl say to u, say abt u..BUT are u sensitive to others ard u?? esp ur loved ones?? god noes if im stil in dat category..fcuk..

IT IS BETTER TO KNOW AND GET SAD, ANGRY, DISAPPOINTED..RATHER THAN NOT KNOW AND KEEP WONDERING..

Everythin seem to be goin away..

Lifes a bitch..

Ppl shudnt hv ani emotion or feelings at all, dat will be so gud..

We shud nt hv ani strings attached..

Can I onli care n bother abt miselfn nt others??

I love u, bt do u even love mi..

Hi

de past 2 days were jus lik a dream..everythin pass so fast, dat 1 single wrong move i make or talk, will change everythin..

i dun lik it..stop playin mi out..

sumtyms u treat mi so gud, i dun even believe it..n i wish dat it wun end..

on de other hand, at tyms u hv dis wall n barrier, dat i cant even pass thru..i dun even understand wat u are tinkin at tyms..

i reali duno wat to do..duno wat to tink..duno wat to feel..duno wat to say..

sumthin so small, sumthin dat i lik to do..sumthin dat im playful of, sumthin dat i wan to disturb u abt..n all i gt is ur angri loud boomin voice..

y cn u do wat u lik bt i cant? dun i deserve a chance lik u to be young, to be playful, noisy, wild, etc..

i wan to be back lik mi old self, bt its jus so hard to look at ppl's face n listen to dem against mi own will at tyms..i wan mi rights too..

i wan to be loved too..i wan to feel cherished too..i wan to be happy too..i wan to lead de life i lik to..i wan to be pampered too..

bt y is everythin so hard, so difficult to achieve..everythin is lik right before mi eyes, standin infrontof mi..bt i cant seem to grasp it..i cant catch hold of it..i cant gt into de cold place whr u hv shut urself in..

charlene is veri hapi for de past 2 days..

thank u so mani much..muack..=)

gud break fm all de dumb studyin..

lets clear it once n for all..

n CAMPS!! here i come..EARN MONEY TIME..whee..=)

forget to write abt mi frog..=)

finali got to eat it at geylang..=) if nt at bugis oso cn..

sumtyms, dreamin is also gud for de brain..=)

i cnt hlp bt feel loved..n its a gud thing rite?? haha..

studied de first 5 lctures of HBO le..goodness..total madness man..still gt 1 and 1/2 more weeks..mus chiong all de way..

im veri stressed up..im bein taught to gif n take, bt dats wat others are taught too..YET y dun dey DO IT, BT i MUST DO IT?? aint fair at all..

i hv to swallow down mi pride, mi voices down..i wan to voice out, wan to show mi discomfort, disagree, stick to de routine..bt i jus cant, nothin seem to come out..im lik being forced to kip quiet, forced to stay silent, forced to listen n obey wifout ani questions..

y are we goin back to de old era..whr de ladies or young ones hv to listen to de males, de elders, de parents, etc..isit singapore a democratic country, whr ppl cn feel free to voice out opinions, unhappiness, love, care, anger, crazyiness??

to dem, it wun matter, for i hv to change..mi n miself mus change for de benefit of others..bt dey dun hv to change..dey CANT even TRY to change for mi..y isit lidat?? isit it gud to change for de beta?? bt wat if i change n i become different? will it hlp?? will it work??

im seriousli worked up, jus for no reason..nt dat dey care aniway..dey cant even be bothered if im alive or dead..dey wun even noe cos dey dun even msg or call or say something..so wat for i care, wat for i bother rite..sice everythin revolve ard dem, so be it..i jus do mi things n dats it..jus dun step on mi tail..

everythin dun seem to be in place..it looks lik ive lost mi chance, mi status, mi home, mi comfort, mi signs, miself..everythinis in a mess rite nw..i dun even noe if wat i see, i hear, i feel, i taste, i smell, i suspect, i realise, i know is TRUE or FALSE..

who must change? ME who's fault? ME who's problem? ME who must listen? ME who must keep quiet? ME who must eat? ME who must follow? ME who must try? ME who must accomodate? ME who must help out? ME who must care? ME fucklah, everything oso ME..

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR..cant wait to gt mi CNY red packets..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY..to all de lovers out dere..cherish ur loved one..

cant believe 1 yr pass so fast jus liat..wat damn luck..last yr n dis yr all so shitty..y is history seem to be lik repeatin itself..i hate it..

im so lost..i duno wat to do..i feel out of place..i wan to gt bck to whr i belong..

i cant stop tinkin..i cant concentrate..exams are round de corner, rite after cny..whr gt mood..

i feel so useless..i nida supress mi feeling within miself n nt show it out..i nida control hw i feel n reflect..i nida cri alone whr nobodi cn see n lecture mi..i nid sumbodi for mi to learn on n brin mi to greater heights..

will sumbodi pls step forward to care n concern abt mi..im weak rite now..so weak..

finali entrep is OVER..

nw is war wif ccrm, ptfl, hbo..

bt i noe i cn do it..cos mi ptfl grp n hbo grp members are BEST..all de way peeps..hwever, i mus put in more effort for ccrm..haiz..

aniway, super duper pissed durin de week towards entrep..bt hell lah..u say ppl, bt actuali u sayin urself..y gif all de talks n msgs n msns..y nt jus do de thing n show thru action?? GOODNESS!! y mus i be s kapo to stay up late n find de legos n do de stuff!! ARGH!!

i wash car tdy..haha..=) so fun jus wif him washin n playin..bt its mi first tym, i mus learn more..i mus do beta..i wan to hv fun wif him as long as i cn, even if is jus washin car..hehe..=)

mi n mi big mouth, go tell i gt no lessons, end up mus do errand..wahaha..

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im damn freakin hungri..hv bin on a partial hunger strike..

sat: drink green tea all de way till diner at 6plus..den eat 3 sushi, eat white carrot cake..till 8 plus, den drink 2 yakult befor starting de nite cycling..along de way, drink water, mouthful of coffee n h2o..finali ric ecp mac, ate bits n pieces of biscuits n finish mi green tea..

sun: came hm, pompom, slp, wash dirty clothes, etc..den wake up, nothin to eat, din even go out, ate mam's sweet potato soup, bt mus share wif whole famili..

nw damn HUNGRI!! roar..sian, hw long cn i last?? i see food, bt i dun feel like eatin..i cn cook, bt i feel so lazy..i wan to eat, bt gt no appetite..

IM SO FAT!! IM SO SAD! IM SO BAD!! IM SO FAD!! ARGH!!

ive cleared all de doubts, all de probs, all de issued..ive died, ive recharged, ive awaken fm dead..

I LOVE MI PARENTS?? haha..mam finali paid for didi's shoes dat ive paid bt din ask her for de money..since she ask mi hw much n willing to gif mi money, i jus take lor..hahaha..n mi dad is doin mi model childcare now..WHEEEEE, mam was watchin television, bt she went to hlp too..hehehe..

BUT den agn, all dese work, will i gt mi 'A'?? haiz..watever lah..im goin to hlp do de model too now..bies..

its bin ages since i post stuff here..i dun even noe if i shud pen down mi feelings..so wat if u see, so wat if u gt to noe mi thru here..do u even care?? do u even bother to take note?? do u even make minor changes to urself or suit to mi likin??

i guess dese past few days hv bin quite a roller coaster..i do nt wish to emphasize..bt:

I HATE PEOPLE WHO FLY MY KITE/AEROPLANE
I HATE PEOPLE WHO PROMISE ME STUFF THEN BREAK IT
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TELLS ME LAST MINUTE THINGS
I HATE NOT TO PRE PLAN ACTIVITIES
I HATE PEOPLE FOR NOT KNOWING HOW TO PLACE THEIR PRIORITIES

cant u jus understand mi?? my feelings?? y mus u kip doin all dese stuff to mi?? VERY FUN ISIT?? i totali hate it to de max cn..mi famili dun even do it to mi, if nt i will show face..n dat includes you, you and you!!

as much as i cn, as much as i cud, i will definiteli find tym to mit, go out, chill n slack..I HAVE TO COMPROMISE TO UR WORKIN TIME N THINGS U DO..bt wat abt u?? cant u jus apease mi? cant u jus do things dat i lik too? cant u jus accompani mi whn i nid u?? whn i ordy booked u??

YES, i noe dat u will nt, wud nt, shall nt, cannt GIVE UP THINGS for mi..n i cn, becos IM DUMB..

y do eveybodi thinks dat im strong?? do dey reali noe whu i am inside?? DO YOU?!?!

jus becos of u, mi mood de whole dae is lik drop down to de lowest ground, i seriousli hope n wish dat de floor cn open n eat mi up..whn hurt others, do u even tink hw dey might be? hw had it is for dem? hw much dey are sufferin?? hw long dey are cryin silentli?? YOU DUN CARE DO U..all u noe is dat its nt ur fault, bt other be more understand, more flexible, more grown up..

as much as i cn, i am independent to do things ON MI OWN..bt godamnit, SOME THINGS JUST CANT BE DONE ALONE!!

i reali wan to noe mi position, mi status, ur priorities..i dun wan empty promises, i dun wan to be ditch one side everytym u hv sumthin last min comin up..u so like to dump n dupe mi correct? leavin mi all alone by miself to pick up de piece n pieces dat u hv shattered..hw consideratin of u, hw lovin of u, hw carin of u, hw toughtful of u..

everythin takes two hands to clap..after so long, so much, all de effort ive put in, all de tyms ive scarifice, all de nonsense dat ive done, all de compromises dat i hv to make for u..everythin jus seem to go down de drain, taken for granted, for fun onli..

do u even hv a heart, do u even care abt mi, do u even noe wat i nid? wat i wan? wat i lik? whrs ur compassion??

pls do nt die nw, if nt ur present will go to waste..if u wan die, do so after ur burfdae..aniway, i cant control of hlp u animore..its none of mi businsess to noe whr u go, wat hpnd to u..i cant read ur mind, u dun msg, SO WAT FOR I BOTHER N CARE?!

even if we talk it out, even if we sit down n reconsider, do u tink things will still work out if u dun even bother to put in de effort..u wan mi to go cell, i mus go..fine, i go..bt i jus wan u to msg mi, to let mi noe uve reach ur destination safely or wat..SO DIFFICULT isit? if anithin hpnd, dun blame mi for nt visitin u..

mi days are short lived..no matter wat gud things dat hv hpnd, it sure gt spoiled sum hw or rather..

AND I HATE IT SERIOUSLI!!

hw i wish de world was kinder..
hw i wish dere are ppl dat i DO NOT hv to SEE..
hw i wish sum ppl jus DISAPPEAR..
hw i wish i cn KILL ppl wifout hvin to go jail..
hw i wish i hv super powers dat let mi fly as n whn i wan, whr i wish..

haiz..i reali hate dis week!! since mon, mi GOD!! i tink its a curse..i wasnt spared on sun, tue, wed, n tdy!! will tmr n sun be better?!?!

sun go out bt was pissed, cos wana see movie bt cant, sian lah, duno whn den i cn see de movies..watever lah, ordy passed, will find one day i go n see..
mon had to go back to sch jus cos sm ppl duno wat to do for project, wan to DISCUSS n DISCUSS n DISCUSS n DISCUSS n....omg..
tue had a nice start to pon sch n eat breakfast, bt on de way to sch, ji tao sian to de max..evenin was even worse...
wed go sch earli, bt end up waitin..sit at canteen lik a fool..studied alone..wanted to gt shoes, bt oso dun hv..hwever, de white shoe is not bad leh, bt duno whr wif wat..
thur jus dun feel lik goin sch so earli, after all debarment period over liao..sumhw after so long, ppl still duno mi..y duno mi?!?! mus i always repeat mi 'name'?!?!

hai, i reali dun feel lik talkin..shud i jus off mi hp?? shud i jus do mi work??

iamreallysickandtiredoflivingthiskindoflife!! pleasehelpme!!

lost and confuse..de world is goin in circles..

i nid to gt hlp, i wan to shout out, i wan to leave n nv return..

is so hard to breathe..dun even talk abt stayin alive..

de world is nv fair, nothin is in ur hands..whn de ball gets to u, u duno wat to do..

wat does it matter to u, wat share hv u got in dis world..

bein independent is one thing, bein alone is another thing..

wat makes u happi might nt make mi happi..so whu can be happi??

de past, de present, de future..y isnt it de Puture??

for all u noe, tmr might be ur last day, wat u gona do abt it??

i nida find mi life, i nida noe mi direction, i nida get a grip..

goodness, i wana break free, i wana break to relax n get away fm de buzzlin town life, de nonstop action packed life, de upcomin roars and boars..

in de end, i wish i cud slp n nv wake up, to go into an endless dream mode dat is pleasant n peaceful, filled wif tranquility and assurance..

aunti, bon yoyage..have fun in hk..rmbr our fish n co ar!! haha..

$1 nasi lemak..=)

includes: chips, braised hard boil egg, curry potato, noh hiang, n de usual nasi lemak..anybody wants?? hahahaha..

mummy n daddy love me

for baby faith
definiteli a girl

goodness, she is soooooooo SMALL

pretty?

taiwan magnets fm loudhailer darling

some flower girly spray fm suzy
germany tea fm ah lau

money chocolates fm germany

sweets dat i snatch over

wana make a guess?

its chewing gum lah!

coin purse fm swiz..goodness, it cost $10!!

GOOOOOOOOOOOOD MOOOOOOORRRRRNINNNNNNNNGGGGG

harlow ppl, first day of sch for mi..=) and i rci at 905?!?! crazy..haha..bt wat to do, mit for project, as usual, as xpected sumbodi nv cum..wat cn i say?? haha..

open hse is cumin le..i tink is thur, fri, sat?? bt whu cares..haha..i gt project n stjohn n beta stuff to do..let de juniors take charge, im too old for dat ordy..

well, ive decided to go trainin on wed..god noes y lah ar..bt i wil leave earli as i hv a meetin on thur..nida do finish ppt slides, bt im uncertain of de outcum..no promises sir..n i still hv to read de KAQT guidelines..goodness..

hope to see ah alu in class ltr..

sat mornin gt de dumb wake up prank call by mi cadet..am so mad..gona fail him?? haha..i shall read de rules n regulations of de course, n see wat part i cn mark him down..so much so for his bad luck, so much so for listenin to mi fellow officers to call mi in de middle of de nite, so much so for bein stupid n nt tink rationali..i dun care if u cried after dat or wat..cos i din even scold him, im veri nice..i asked for his name n grp n corps, i even said thank you!! haha..watch out on thur, lets see if u will pass..50-50 ok..bt i wun be so bad, i wil let u pass, bt i wil gif u ur due punishment dat u deserve..

went to hospital to see popo..she in icu..haiz..her ECG n BP so low..n all he said was popo is old..haha..if nt old i stil call popo for wat? apprentli whn she was in de nursin hm, she was on de oxygen tank thingy for 4 days le, beore de doc dere sent her to NUH..wat de rite?!?!? bt cant blame de doc, mi popo is veri stubborn..n on new yr day, we stil cn go karaok, hv fun, even de parents have some minor dispute n meeting abt popo n stuff..argh!! den i rush to mit him to do mi iphone..haiz, duno y cant log in, n download games..until i pek chek..haha..

sun i wake up so earli, bt dere is stil a pig whu wakes up ltr den mi..haha..de princess is a gud gal..=) wana go JB leh, wana mit auntie aikim..bt all mi sat in JAN are fully BOOKED!! argh..sun i go to his fren's hse to do mi iphone agn..haha..n it works..bt i stil cant download games!! argh..jack's hse is NICE..=) n he walk ard, askin so much as if his hse..haha..bt i asked too..=) cos im renovatin mi hse..dad n mam will renovate once mi n didi grad!! hahahah..=) cant wait man..

tdy no sch..elearn n CRM teacher on leave?? hahahaha..bt hv to mit joyce online to do etp work..FINALI i gt all de survey results le..n we cn wok on it..haha..splitted de work n go do..n i went to slp..haha..wanted to go tiong, bt lazy..had so much fun playin iphone games..hehehe..

hell is cumin..i cn feel it..tks so much for pushin everythin to mi..nobodi noes, bt god noes..hahaha..if u tink im tokin abt u, den u are guilty..bt im nt sayin out..dun force mi to, if nt i wil smack u..haha..nites..

karaok n diner n go mi uncle's nw hse..wat a day to spent new yr..bt still, gt to slp, relax, drink, mahjong, sing song..haha..stil nt so bad celebratin wif famili after all..dey had sum disputes n stuff agn over mi popo..bt wat to do..ppl old ordy are lidat wat..nt sure if dey hv came up wif de best solutions..bt well..all de quarrelin over..went to lao pa sa for diner..so so onli..tink we ordy fm wrong stall?? cos nt veri nice..ric hm n BANG..mam gt a msg fm mi uncle..popo is in hospital..wth rite..haha..so qiao..so goin to hospital for a trip ltr..

drink..nt bad..bt onli 16%..left overs at mi hse..anibod wants?

mi new found frens..squeeky pig is indeed noisy..=)
fm mdmliyen, fm japan..bt of cos, made in china!!

goodnes..BEST gift ive ever receive fm SUMBODI whu went anihc for 8 days..

alrite, finali mi iphone has been jailbreakED..since july till NOW..hahahaha..gona learn hw to use de applications ltr..gona learn hw to download n transfer stuff..

wana pack mi room, bt tink tmr lah..jus kip de bags onli, no big deal..haha..

cant wait to gradin march..so mam cn renovate our hse..YEAH, after 22 yrs..i cn gt a new room outlook, new stuff, n design miself..i gurantee it will be lik a pig sty..=) or meib it will turn into a princess room?? anibodi wans to hlp mi design de room for FREE..haha..of gif mi ideas?? wat to get, wat to put in, wat to buy??

i wan things dat are pratical, saves space, cheap, good, nice, etc..hahaha..n i guess mi 4 cupboards or clothes will be greatli lessen..cant wait to gif away stuff dat i dun wear..gona throw away dumb books, notes dat are of no use!! haha..oh yar, n mi shoes, 1 cupboard still nt enuf leh!! mi bags too, i nid more space for mi shoes n bags n soft toys..how how how?!?!?!?!

seriousli, im pissed!! at 01:07am, i received a call, n it lasted for 1 minute..at dis hr, ppl hv ordy gone to bed, yet tot whu will call..meib it is an emergency, meib its sumthin urgent, meib its sumthin impt..bt guess WAT!! it was PRANK call..beta still, it was by mi CADET fm stjohn..

de male cadet called n spoke wif mi..*inbetween dese few sentences..dere were pauses..dere were oso laughter n noise at de back..it SOOOOOOOOO OBVIOUS dat dey are playing..it mus be sume game or forefeit or nonsense..*

he: hi mdm charlene, are u aslp..

me: whu are u..

he: im nevin fm adv..

me: y u call me..

he: hv u eaten..

me: y are u askin such questions..

he: i miss u..bye..

at 01:09, i called back and spoke for abt 53 seconds..dis tym, called back de number dat mi cadet use..best part..de SHE whu pick up mi call n tok to mi is mi FELLOW INSTRUCTOR, whu is 2 yrs older and senior den me..n SHE cn say dat she is de cadet fren!! well done..i didnt noe dat STJOHN produce such ppl..

me: harlow, cn i speak to nevin pls..

she: im nevin fren..

me: cn u put nevin on de line..

she: ok wait..

he: harlow..

me: are u nevin..

he: yes..

me: are u fm adv..

he: yes..

me: whu ur grp instructor..

he: wilson..

me: ok tks, bye..

at 01:11am, i msg de cadet's GI..to double confirm if de cadet is reali his grp..n guess wat, i received a call rite immediateli n we spoke fo 30 seconds briefli..

gi: harlow mdm..

me: yes wat isit..

gi: abt de call jus nw, u noe we hv bbq rite..n we are playin a game..

me: so..

gi: its his forefeit to make a call..

me: ok tks, i noe wat to do..

WAT DE FUCK!! wat game, do u tink i care..dere are limits in playin game!! n to call ppl up in de middle of de nite..WTH!! im am goin to make de cadet fail his course..gud luck to dose officers whu were involved..im sori, bt its jus too much to wake mi up..i hate it..wan to play, oso gt a limit..

*cadet, if ur instructor asku to die, will u go die?? i cant believe u are an advance cadet wif no brains?? good luck to u..