Monday, October 19, 2009

i wana run away..im gona disappear..so dun look for mi..if needed, i wil look for u..yes ppl, i mean it..im goin to take mc..im goif to go away fm all dis crap n nonsense n rubbish..im gettin lost for real..
i jus wish de floor wud open up n swallow mi in..i wish to stop tym whn im hapi..i wish to leave everythin behind..i wish to go away..i wish to fly up up up so high..i wish i wil nv return back to all de sufferin..

im all alone..in de vast open sea..nobodi to call for hlp..nobodi to save u..nobodi by ur side..nobodi wif u..nobodi cares abt u..everybodi jus left, includin de one closest to u, includin de ppl u love, u used to love..

in dis world, nothin is perfect, yet u cant hv everythin n anithin ur way..unless ur similarities are alot in common..too bad, we hv too mani differences..meib we shud reconsider, meib we might be beta off as jus frens..meib we are beta off as best frens..meib we shudnt be a famili no mur..

dere is no pt if onli 1 person is supportin everythin..de load is heavy, i nid a break..i wana take de back seat..let mi be de spare tire..im sick, im tired, i had enuf, i lack of rest, i lack of excuses, i lack of reasons to kip goin..to maintain mi strong self..

everythin has changed..everythin has no meanin..everythin is jus doin for de sake of doin..everythin is redundant..

wat does sayin sori means?? wat does sayin thank u means?? does words even hv meanin in dis world??

cum on, life is SHORT..do wat u lik, lik sum ppl, dey njoy doin things dat dey lik, n hurtin others..lik mi..wahaha..scram den, do wat u lik, n stop readin ordy..unles u wan to die wif mi?? unles u wan to cri wif mi?? unles u wan to gt away wif mi??

y are u readin?? i aint impt, im typin nonsense, im jus rubbish n trash..i gt no status, nothin to mi name..im jus another dumb stupid person livin in dis world wif HOPES n WISHES..bt nothin seem to go de right way all dis while, since mar 19..its ordy bin 7 months, n i cant gt hold of things i wan..its juz so so so so so difficult..

im ventin mi frustration, disapointment, stupidness, anger, loneliness, annoyance, disatisfaction, failure, vexation, letdown, obstruction, irritation..stop bein so kapo n gt a grip, gt on wif ur life..stop readin de lah..bie..haha..

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