hopin u wil come

wishin dat i cud reali see u

hopin to see u..was agn searchin for u..i noe i said i wun search n wait ordy..bt i jus cant..de litle spark jus wana check if u are ard, if u wil cum..alas, de truth hv bin revealed..even on mi last day to work, u nv cum..u wun cum, u came onli once..

whu am i to hope n wish to see u dere?? nobodi = nobodi, sumbodi = sumbodi..i feel sucky, i feel lik crap..i duno wat to do..as much as i dun wa to tink of it, i stil tink of it..as much as i dun wan to search for u, i stil search for u..god damn it man..

haiz..i said nt to send mi animur..even if u cum de next tym..i duno if i shud feel hapi?? blissful?? excited?? shocked?? to mi, i tink de feelin is gone..de expectation has bin dashed..de waitin was useless..

hopefuli things gt beta..if nt i duno wat to do oso..im reali tired..i reali wishED n hopED n prayED dat u wil be dere..i shal jus let it go, nv to cum back, pls dun haunt mi..

ps: everybodi is tired, nt onli u..y cant u wake up earli BT i mus wait n go back late?