tdy is de last dae of mi holiday..one mur week to sch start, dat week is for doin projects n self trainin wif hero, mingfei, taufu n whoever dat wana cum join wif us..

fufu sent mi a msg: holy shit, we got rank 4 in the rp race..kaozz lose by one min because of the 4 legged race..FUFU YOZ..i noe! u noe! QY noe! bt wat cn we do..sigh..its all a game..i was oso thinkin, it might be becos of u n qy, nv tie de cloth properli dats y drop out halfway..cos mi leg n qy leg nv drop (cos i tie? haha)..hw i wish dat tym i was standin in de middle? bt den agn..WE ARE A TEAM..we win together, we lose together..cheer up..we shal join agn next yr yup..lets hit n win de np race..=)

fri was a wow dae..mi feelin was indescribable..i felt hapi, sad, lost, disappoint, supportive, encouragin..blah blah blah..so far, life to mi is always cherry blossom..wan money gt money..wan fodd gt food..wan this gt this, wan dat gt dat..bt whn i look ard mi, i see mi frens workin n studyin to pay for deir needs..i see mi fren strugglin wif daily life cos dey cant cope (nt dat i cn, i jus dun show it out)..i see mi frens stress wif wats goin to hpnd next..n den i realise, life is so vulnerable..

ani min, ani tym..sumthin gd might hpnd, sumthin bad might hpnd..of cos, all of us wish for all de gd things to hpnd..bt sumtyms, u nid bad things to arrive upon u, to realise ur mistake, to cherish wat is rite in front of u..speakin of dat, i shud hv wake up earli to go lunch wif mi ahma n yeye..n meib go see mi popo..bt cos i might be goin cyclin ltr, i choose nt to..dats selfish of mi rite..i shud learn to love mi famili more, for wat dey've done for mi, for wat dey've provided for mi..meib next week i shall go lunch n visit popo..

IT had prob..nt goin to say whu, or else all wil noe..of cos, we are budi..cos i noe sumthin is nt rite wif IT..i din kept askin, bt i was dere, as n whn i see IT, i wil ask if IT is ok..anithin to share wif mi..bt IT jus say personal reasons..cum on IT, hw long do we noe each other..do u even noe dat we might be de closest frens whn we started off together in de same cca..i stil cn rmbr, everytym we go for runs, u wil either be infrontof mi, beside mi, behind mi..wherever i go, u go..wherever u go, i go..dis was hw close we were..so whn u finali tel mi wats wrong, i sort of guess it too..i noe hw u fil..IT, i hv bin dere nt long before u..i understand ur pain n sufferin..bt we must be strong..lik hw u were dere for mi..lik hw i am gona be dere for u..IT, life is nt over (as wat i used to tink)..i noe u are lost, bt cheer up, we will talk more, i promise..

mf, dun cri, big gals dun cri yup..cheer up, anithin cn be solved de..if u dun wan to gt ms gan into mur trouble, den u beta, please behave urself ok..wear properli to go sch, be neat n tidy..den go seek her for hlp if u duno..no teachers wan deir student to fail n repeat (dey are sick of seein us le)..so pull up urself ok..

haiz..y cn i solve ppl's prob bt nt mind? is dat y u are here for mi? bt am i dere dere for u? thank u lots..i had a wonderful tym since fri..so am i suppose to cherish u mur or continue scoldin u? beat = love, scold = sayang..=)