haiz..lionel called to ask if i wana go for de OIPP..as much as i wanted to go..i duno if i cn..i noe mi dad wil allow, bt mi mam?? no matter hw much i say..she is lik, its a 3rd world country, hw mani ppl goin, same area or wat, etc..call mi teacher if u wana ask mur lah..haiz..dad ordy gif approval wat..up to u lah..

u noe wat, seriousli, i duno if i shud care abt u, or jus wash mi hands off..i hate ppl whu say one thing n do another thing..wth lah..u noe wat, u are chasin away ur frens jus cos of sumthin or sumone..everytym u say sumthin, u nv do it..cn u for once pls kip to ur promise?? cn u for once at least show dat u are tryin to change..so dat our effort will nt be in vain, so dat wat we tok to u wun be wastin our saliva..

hv u ever spare a thought for mi?? or tink y shud i gt angri over small little things?? to mi, dese are nt small litle things..if dese small things u cant even control or take charge, wat abt big things?? hv u ever tink hw i fil, whn u fly aeroplane, whn u fly mi kite??

yup, i was such a fool to console u on fri..i was such an ediot wastin mi tym tokin to, tryin to get u to see life, tryin to make u understand dat in dis world, dere is not jus ONE guy for u..hw wrong i was, to try n make u belive, for u jolly well stil choose to stay in ur own wonderland..

IT, i noe u are down, i dun wan to disturb u, bt pls, msg to ask if u wana run..oso nv reply mi..n all she does is cos of u or watever, she go swim, rather den run as promise..u noe wat..i fil lik a fool..bein so nice to u ppl..tryin to care n concern for u ppl..

for once, meib i shud do wat i lik..meib i shud jus care for miself..meib u guys cn jus bum n stick ard urselves too..im sick n tired of everythin..everytym i try n be nice, u take mi for granted..isit worth it? ask urself, if u are mi fren, if im ur fren..if u TREAT mi lik a fren..all de best n take care to u guys..do wat u wan, do wat u lik..biez..