haiz..de stupid facebook..try uploadin de pictures for 4 tyms liao leh, stil tel mi cant, duno wat error..fuck..im in no mood to play cn..stop foolin ard lah..

said u gona pick mi up, n u did..bt if u cant wait, den u shud jus leaave or u shudnt cum in de first place..of cos, i might nt mean wat i say, cos i wana see u after 4 daes..bt den agn, u noe hw long mi meetin n debriefs for adc are lik..u shudnt ask mi lik whr to wait, wat tym i end n stuff..as much as i wud lik to see u NOW, i cant..even de tym i estimate, always over run..im sori..i noe we suppose to go hv supper, bt veri late ordy..

mit him mornin, ordy call him to wake up at 1130 (i noe i suppose to call at 11, bt i woke up late..n u din even call too, cos u slpin rite)..went over to his place n whn i ric, he was stil slpin..best, wun we suppose to mit to go out..ordy late, n u cn slp..told him dat if he tired, jus slp..i cn jus go play mahjong miself..bt he say no, cs he gona acc mi n brin mi to ubi see stuff..waited n stoned while he pompom..n den we left for ubi..de sun was freakin hot lah..walk ard ubi ave 3 jus to find de shop..bt whn ric, gosh..dey dun cari de pants liao..sigh, a wasted trip lah..

bus down to hougang to mit de rest..bt din hear mi hp ring..called n told dem i will be late..SORI..n den we headed to final destination to play..bought food to cook..eat, tok, play, crap ard..trueli njoy miself wif dese ppl..gettin late, lik reali late cos ard 1130 lidao..den leave n go hm..shits, no bus, even last bus oso no mur..so nvm, jus cab hm, lucki no midnite charge..or else, haha..din wan to pompom, bt was forced to..so go pompom n felt fresh..bt whn hit de bed, omg, diff story..haha..

next mornin, woke up n go see movie, bt cnat decide on a place..whn lik finali booked de tickets, we left wif 1 or 2 hrs to gt ready n ric MS..de movie was funi lah..he wanted to grab bites, so i told him cn gt popcorn..bt he say no, cos i dun eat..erm?? whn did i say i dun lik popcorn?? i dun wan to eat at tyms whn u ask cos..1) either we hv ordy eaten our meals OR 2) we wil be hvin our meals ltr..so nt i dun lik to eat, is i dun wan eat cos full ordy, or wana save mi tummy for food ltr..n so, we argued abt de popcorn..sigh..forget to go crocs to see shoes..next week is de last week for de discount..argh!!

after movie, walk ard..n i gt a flower, bt was spoiled by him..haiz..nt dat i lik flowers, bt it was given mi sum wierd guy as carefree gt promotion..so dis flower lik will be goin hm wif mi lah..yar, watever lah..its jus a flower aniway..headed to vivo to hv diner..finali, gt to eat pasta mania agn..its bin ages since i last ate it..yums..walk ard n he went to ask abt his stuff..den we headed into seperate directions..i am tired, nt i dun wan to folow u..u are tired, yet u hv no choice?? or do u actuali hv..im in no position to say cos u gt ur own reasons..

i nv say dat i wun change, i nv say dat i do nt wana change, i nv say i wil change..to mi, regardless of wat 'commitments of R'..im stil de person i am..nothin wil change mi..does it mean dat nt bein 'de same as u' means i dun lik u?? jus dun force mi cos i lik to do wat i wan..i lik to speak mi mind off anithin..i do crazy n wierd n bad n gd things..went hm to slp..shiok, all de way till 12 de next dae..hw much mur cn i ask for??

woke up n msg him..bt guess he stil slpin, cos if he was awake, he wud ordy be in sumwhr n wil msg back..so all i cn do is idle..duno wat to tel mam, duno wat to do..whn he finali woke up n decided whr he wana go..gd for him, he has gt plans..nt i dun wan to go, i hv to tink whether isit worth it, after so long..n whn i wan to go, u canot wait for mi..so wat u wan mi to do?? i wish u hv all de fun wif ur frens ba..

meib im askin alot, meib im askin too much..mieb i read too much in a text msg (sayin we wil spent tym together on fri, sat, sun)..meib i tink too much..watever it is, meib u might nt lik goin out wif mi frens..or meib i force u to go out wif dem..meib i shudnt ask u along in future..cos tym to spend wif frens, tym to spend wif u, tym to spend wif mi famili..are all seperate issues..i duno wat to do..haiz..i gt no mood, jus no mood..i hope u understand, bt even if u dun, its ok..afterall, we are diff individuals, we work n do things differentli..same for others, no 2 person is de same, noodi hv de same tinkin n mindset..nobodi is perfect..