gona print dis out..
gona print dis out too..

check out these 3 car plate numbers..

mam jus bought a new dress for mi, bt is nt de colour i wan leh..hwever she say nice..ask mi to try..if nt nice den i go change de colour miself..wth..gona wear to take pic n compare..bt i tink de darker colour nicer cos mi skin fair leh..

had lots of durian dese past few daes..as well as apple strudel..yummys..=) ate wif him lots lots..n im FAT..i aint angri, im jus worried n scared..wat if reali sumthin hpnd..bt den agn, isit mi fault cos i din put back de volume to max?? or are u deaf?? =p

duno y, fallin in love wif orange juice dese daes..went to sch tdy to do tutorials n mit up wif dem..so funi lah cn..tata bought durian icekachang for us fm ttsh..we sat outside to eat..end up we ate mf's share too, half a box onli lah..den buttercups teach us hw to play guitar, theory lessons..

sch out..elearnin sucks..bt if i cn do all within dese few daes, i gt more holidays..i wana go cyclin..i wana go tannin..i wana slp long long n nv wake up..i dun wan stres..i jus wan to watch cartoon, slp, eat, play, slack..whu is wif mi?? whu wana join mi?? whu wana acc mi?? YOU ok??

NP Pinnacle 2009..

YW03 - C²..
YW03 - C² wif our prizes..
after gettin our race n lucky draw prizes..

Youth Mixed 01 - Blue Mushroom (keng hao, ming fei)

Youth Mixed 07 - FuFi (melvin, qing ying)

Youth Women 03 - C² (Charlene, Clara)

Youth Mixed 05 - Left It Blank (Andy, Yu Ye)

Youth Women 04 - Double 'N' (Nadiah, Nasyita)

alrite, NP race 2009 is finali over..din expect much..bt end up brinin goodies hm..=)

started off at west coast park..race hvnt start, ordy gt prob..worse, de first flag off go wrong direction..wth lah, den mus call dem cum back, wait for dem to rest to rerun..end up, we suppose to flag off at 840, push back by at least an hour under de HOT SUN!! 2 mediacorp artiste were dere..bt dey so fake cn..haha..nv run de entire route lor!!

tym to race..ran lik mad under de sun, fm west coast park all de way to jap sch, to park connector, to duno wat under tunnel thingy, to sum open space..its along de highway de lah..i mus lik crawl under de tunnel lah, cos so small de space..den ric open space, mus go take bike to cycle..den cari up sum freakin train tracks..aiyo, ltr i drop hw?? bt lucki nv drop, onli de helmet drop..haha..de runnin part, clara n mi leadin..den whn we push off our bikes, we saw nadiah n nasyita..

bike lik mad, clara kip callin mi..bt all she heard fm mi was 'cumin, cumin'..haha..i cant cycle wif ppl ard mi, i mus nid alot of space, dats y i was behind..bt i tired oso lah..hehe..came off ike, push to park at clementi duno whr..den we mus use straw to blow satay stick to burst balloon..dere we see nadiah n nasyita agn..=) de 3rd blow by clara, we managed to burst it, den left..double N soon follow, n we 4 became 1 team..haha..we had to cross dis train tracks agn lah..dis tym was much scary..cos gt holes n all, wth..clara n mi were lik shoutin n screamin..i tink clara mur, cos nadiah behind her disturb onli..haha..slide down dis duno wat route..haha..

walk to SIM hostel dere..sumwhr for SIM students to stay lah..den did navigation..haha..rubbish lor, we infront cn see ppl wearin same shirt as us..so i follow..bt de other 3 leh, stand dere turin de compass..haha..called for clara to jus folow, wun wrong..den she smart, came n join mi..den call de double N..haha..so we 4 jus folow onli..finish walkin, we came to open field..deni tink rain..so cant de de station as empty..den we 4 jus dance n play in de rain..until 1 volunteer cum shout at us to stop playin n run cos gt lightin..hai..

den we continue walkin to ric np..dere we mus solve sum puzzle lah..walau..mi n nasyita saw de answer, bt whn our turn to do..forget liao..haha..so we tried, den we gt de answers, n we left together to do juma n abseil..clara did juma cos she faster den mi..n we both mus abseil down..de whole process took onli lik 15 mins..bt we stay at dere for 1 hr lah..wat rubbish priority same given to de first 5 teams of each category..make us wait so long..den so 'rude'..finish, we went to pool..bt i cant go in cos gt period, so clara went..she did crossword puzzle..once done, we headed to last cp..it was a 3 legged race to nead de end pt..den we cn take it off n run to finish pt..

after end, clara n mi go pompom..den veri hot, we lookin for cold drinks..tks to de marshals outside deir library..dey told us go inside to buy cold drinks..i tot was dose can drinks..bt den it was BUBBLE TEA lah..haha..=) so bought 4 cups for de other 4 teams..waited soooo long cn..whn we went back..all 'dey' cud say was whr u buy fm? y nv ask if dey wan? EXCUSE MI..hw long do u noe us or mi?? u tink i so bad n fuck, dun buy for u guys?? i oso noe u guys hot cos de holdin area freakin HOT..we oso wana gt to congratulate all for completin de race..bt wat abt u u u?? tink mi money drop fm sky?? tink our frenship worth de $1.50?? mi n clara go toilet, u all go off to body mark n bag deposit, den leave our race pack dere..wth..nt paisei ar..dis kind of things, i dun qi jiao..bt sumtyms too much ok!! hope next tym u all mur automatic cn?? thank u veri much..

here all de results..duno in total youth got hw mani teams..bt dis is hw we fair..=) well done ppl..great job..nt onli we tok most of de youth medals, we oso took most of deir lucky draws..hehe..goodness!! NP Men n NP Women 1st team got WATER BAG n de BLADDER lah!! f***..de rest of de 1st gt shits..heard last yr NP 1st gt BIKE sia..wat de..watever lah, suckers..haha..

team C² (charlene, clara), bib YW03, is ranked 1st wif a timin of 3:15:04 hr..
team Double 'N' (nadiah, nasyita), bib YW04, is ranked 2nd wif a timin of 3:27:04 hr..
team FuFi (melvin, qing ying), bib YX07, is ranked 1st wif a timin of 2:18:35 hr..
team Blue Mushroom (keng hao, ming fei), bib YX01, is ranked 3rd wif a timin of 02:22:23 hr..
team Left It Blank (andy, yu ye), bib YX05, is ranked (tbc).......

i wud lik to thank mi race partner - clara pan yu ting..wifout her, i dun tink we cn do it, i dun tink we cn win..=) tks alot for join dis race wif mi..i lik ur company, i fil veri relax n hapi in dis particular race..THANK YOU..rmbr to eat de sweet i bought for u..ALE C²..

tdy went to np for race clinic..we did navigation, pacin, abseilin, juma-prusik..fun n tirin..glad dat mi n clara are a team..way to go c²..hope dis race wil be smooth n great..n den we cn becum team mates in future for pairs..=) had so much fun tdy..yeahness..clara, mi n taufu gona gt de same tights..n all in diff sizes of S, M, L..haha..

we went to gt tested on our harness n helmet, haha..forget to take out mi hair clip, n de guy din even realise or wat..until i took off de helmet, which is whn we finish all stations..n den i realise..so cock lah..n best, we wear harness n helmet to do map readin n pacin..kuku or wat..haha..de freakin guy din even teach properli lah..u are suppose to treat everybodi as 'duno' hw to race..haha..so teach mi fm scratch..after awhile, we two gt de hang of it..for 10m, i take 14 steps..clara took 17 steps..rmbr gals..

den we did abseilin..omg, climbin up de stairs was lik SCARY..din dare to look down..haha..clara was mi rope manager, n den ltr we swop..she take own swet tym onli..haha..shud hang her up in de air halfway man..haha..den we did juma-prusik..cool or wat, bt damn tirin cn!! ok, so after everythin..clara is gd at juma-prusik, im gd at abseil..cheers..we noe wat to do liao, n dere wun be quarrel or fights..=) we both try hard at navigation ok..swim or wat, i cn do..run clara wil do..bike i wil do..haha..watever lor, as if we noe wat wil cum out..

pompom wif clara, n den went to find de rest whu go mummum first..yeahs, saw de rp ppl..n saw mi sw SENIOR!! hong ling oso gt join wif her fren lah..haha..cant wait to see her race on sat..=)
tks to buttercups for teachin hw to make tang yuan..ltr i wil be makin sum for mi grandma to eat..bt duno brin to sch wil nice nt..mi n didi experiment it out tdy liao..n it taste gd..=) wan to make cookies too, bt duno whr mam put mi butter/margarine??

im sori if i din wan to tok, cos i wana play game..bt den, we did tok wat, din we?? jus dat it aint lik alot..im sori for bein lazy to go n gt mi earpiece..cos de phone hot n i wana charge mi battery too..haiz..do u noe mi?? do u noe dat i dun 'reali' lik tokin on de phone (at hm)?? do u noe i rather msn, msg, etc..dats y mi msges always so much, bt calls veri little..i hope u understand..im sori if u tink im rude or wat, cos i rather play game..haiz..gt well soon ba..

SO BE IT u 'heartless' guy..waited for u so so long cos u gt stuff on..SO BE IT dat mi back hurts lik shit while waitin..sigh, cum july, die oso mus reali go nuh see de freakin doc..din go tdy cos tired..n all u cn msg mi back is SO BE IT..well done man..=) whu started it first?? ppl wait so long, jus so wil receive ur msg sayin u are hm safeli at dis tym, n den i cn go oinky soundli..yet u tel mi SO BE IT..fine, next tym i wun wait up..i wil jus do mi things, play mi games, watch tv n dun bother abt u..SO BE IT..nites..

look at wat ive gt..so far onli gt 3 repeated, gave to grandma..de rest is mi n him buy..n he hlpin mi to gt de last 3..tks boiboi..=)

omg, CHOCOLATES, look wat i found whn i wake up for diner jus nw..tks mam..=)
look hw creamy de durian is..yummy..

4 durians..

7 durians..

dadi brought 11 durians back hm tdy..n is yelow n creamy..YUMMY YMUMMY..bt we confirm cant finish..so gif big uncle n ah ma..actuali, gave 1 to neighbour liao..i ate lik 5 seeds n full lah..so u cn imagine hw big n hw much meat dere is on 1 seed..im so in love wif de durians..best thing, mami say gt durian puffs for mi/or whoever data wana eat, in de fridge AGN leh..hehe..=) im gona eat all up, mi fav lah cn..

i had a beautiful nap jus nw, n gt chocolates whn i wake up..hw i wish mam wil gif mi mur mur mur..hehe..surprises i lik..=) meib cos im hm EARLI, dats y she reward mi?? haha..i guess if lidat, everydae i sure be hm earli to gt rewarded..hehe..

he hlp mi to find mi toys..so hapi, left 3 mur to find..he told mi wat he did wif his fren, at de shop..so funi lah, bt seriousli, i duno y u go to such extent boiboi..bt i lik wat u did, n de tot of findin de toy for mi..thank u veri much..

de OIPP interview..GOSH, dey made us cum at 0945 hours!! n we stone n stay in LTD1 till lik 1135, before we go into de conference rm..n hw dey did?? its buy grp base..haha..1st tym grp base..u gt to hear ppl tok cock n bull shit, u gt to hear ppl tok sincereli n honestli..if ppl gt shoot, u hear it too..i jus hated de wait..n bein snw students, of cos we mus move ard..nt onli did we complain abt de wait..we stil went out for a light breakfast..de TEACHER (dun let mi find out her name..haha) told us to cum back 20 mins ltr..bt im sure we were super late..yet, whn we came back, we stil gtta wait..so y 20 mins onli?? hack lah..haha..

i gt flu n am startin to cough nw..anibodi wana look after mi?? anibodi wana gt infected by mi?? haha..no sch for 1 week..duno reali nyp kena h1n1 or de sch jus wana take dis chance to test de e-learnin system..kill 2 birds wif 1 stone?? clever or stupid??

hv bin tinkin much abt frendship..wat does it means to u?? i jus nid de basic truth, promise, respect..i dun lik it whn ppl, esp ur loved ones or ur frens to bastard mi, to fly mi kite, to make mi fill lik an ediot, to make mi fil lik shit..if i dun do it to u, cn u pls dun do it to mi?? it sucks u noe..wat if, one dae, i do it back to u..bt of cos i wun, cos im nt lik i wun kip to mi promise..im dare to hlp, bt i was treated lik a fool..a fren doesnt jus cum whn u cri or whn ur face show dat sumthin is nt rite..a fren doesnt jus cum n go wif de wind..a fren doesnt whn nid hlp, cum to mi..bt whn dun nid, go away..it jus sucks..

ANN RICHARDS: "ive always said in politics, ur enemies cant hurt u, bt ur frens wil kill u"..true or nt?? to sum extent?? im ponderin over dis sentence..

BEN JONSON: "true frendship consists nt in de multitude of frens, bt in deir worth n value"..are u worth mi frendship?? am i wastin mi tym n effort frenin u?? shud i value u??

CONFUCIOUS: "silence is de true fren dat nv betrays"..so shud we stay quiet?? so dat we wun hv conflict??

i tink i waited lik 15 mins to take dis pic..

guards of adc clubrm..
im packin mi bag, dun disturb..

yucks, freakin disgustin lah..pls cut nails in de toilet..

coordinators..

C and C..

first lady, president, boss..

team 21..

team 21..

team 21..

henry de police officer..

take 1..

take 2..

guardian of de committee backpacks..

committee backpacks..which is urs??

jerangkang waterfall 1..

jerangkang waterfall 2..

mornin dip, wif 6 ppl cheatin..

mur photos, go facebook n see..finali, i uploaded wat i wanted to do whn im free..

does de word SORRY even means anithin to u?? tink abt it, u dun hv to answer mi..yes..its YOU, YOU, YOU..

haiz..lionel called to ask if i wana go for de OIPP..as much as i wanted to go..i duno if i cn..i noe mi dad wil allow, bt mi mam?? no matter hw much i say..she is lik, its a 3rd world country, hw mani ppl goin, same area or wat, etc..call mi teacher if u wana ask mur lah..haiz..dad ordy gif approval wat..up to u lah..

u noe wat, seriousli, i duno if i shud care abt u, or jus wash mi hands off..i hate ppl whu say one thing n do another thing..wth lah..u noe wat, u are chasin away ur frens jus cos of sumthin or sumone..everytym u say sumthin, u nv do it..cn u for once pls kip to ur promise?? cn u for once at least show dat u are tryin to change..so dat our effort will nt be in vain, so dat wat we tok to u wun be wastin our saliva..

hv u ever spare a thought for mi?? or tink y shud i gt angri over small little things?? to mi, dese are nt small litle things..if dese small things u cant even control or take charge, wat abt big things?? hv u ever tink hw i fil, whn u fly aeroplane, whn u fly mi kite??

yup, i was such a fool to console u on fri..i was such an ediot wastin mi tym tokin to, tryin to get u to see life, tryin to make u understand dat in dis world, dere is not jus ONE guy for u..hw wrong i was, to try n make u belive, for u jolly well stil choose to stay in ur own wonderland..

IT, i noe u are down, i dun wan to disturb u, bt pls, msg to ask if u wana run..oso nv reply mi..n all she does is cos of u or watever, she go swim, rather den run as promise..u noe wat..i fil lik a fool..bein so nice to u ppl..tryin to care n concern for u ppl..

for once, meib i shud do wat i lik..meib i shud jus care for miself..meib u guys cn jus bum n stick ard urselves too..im sick n tired of everythin..everytym i try n be nice, u take mi for granted..isit worth it? ask urself, if u are mi fren, if im ur fren..if u TREAT mi lik a fren..all de best n take care to u guys..do wat u wan, do wat u lik..biez..

wtf..bee/ant hive? (meib im jus too sweet!) called SOS (dadi) to cleared it..=)

shot 3..dere's de stem..
shot 2..half broken..

shot 1..full length flower..

haiz..de stupid facebook..try uploadin de pictures for 4 tyms liao leh, stil tel mi cant, duno wat error..fuck..im in no mood to play cn..stop foolin ard lah..

said u gona pick mi up, n u did..bt if u cant wait, den u shud jus leaave or u shudnt cum in de first place..of cos, i might nt mean wat i say, cos i wana see u after 4 daes..bt den agn, u noe hw long mi meetin n debriefs for adc are lik..u shudnt ask mi lik whr to wait, wat tym i end n stuff..as much as i wud lik to see u NOW, i cant..even de tym i estimate, always over run..im sori..i noe we suppose to go hv supper, bt veri late ordy..

mit him mornin, ordy call him to wake up at 1130 (i noe i suppose to call at 11, bt i woke up late..n u din even call too, cos u slpin rite)..went over to his place n whn i ric, he was stil slpin..best, wun we suppose to mit to go out..ordy late, n u cn slp..told him dat if he tired, jus slp..i cn jus go play mahjong miself..bt he say no, cs he gona acc mi n brin mi to ubi see stuff..waited n stoned while he pompom..n den we left for ubi..de sun was freakin hot lah..walk ard ubi ave 3 jus to find de shop..bt whn ric, gosh..dey dun cari de pants liao..sigh, a wasted trip lah..

bus down to hougang to mit de rest..bt din hear mi hp ring..called n told dem i will be late..SORI..n den we headed to final destination to play..bought food to cook..eat, tok, play, crap ard..trueli njoy miself wif dese ppl..gettin late, lik reali late cos ard 1130 lidao..den leave n go hm..shits, no bus, even last bus oso no mur..so nvm, jus cab hm, lucki no midnite charge..or else, haha..din wan to pompom, bt was forced to..so go pompom n felt fresh..bt whn hit de bed, omg, diff story..haha..

next mornin, woke up n go see movie, bt cnat decide on a place..whn lik finali booked de tickets, we left wif 1 or 2 hrs to gt ready n ric MS..de movie was funi lah..he wanted to grab bites, so i told him cn gt popcorn..bt he say no, cos i dun eat..erm?? whn did i say i dun lik popcorn?? i dun wan to eat at tyms whn u ask cos..1) either we hv ordy eaten our meals OR 2) we wil be hvin our meals ltr..so nt i dun lik to eat, is i dun wan eat cos full ordy, or wana save mi tummy for food ltr..n so, we argued abt de popcorn..sigh..forget to go crocs to see shoes..next week is de last week for de discount..argh!!

after movie, walk ard..n i gt a flower, bt was spoiled by him..haiz..nt dat i lik flowers, bt it was given mi sum wierd guy as carefree gt promotion..so dis flower lik will be goin hm wif mi lah..yar, watever lah..its jus a flower aniway..headed to vivo to hv diner..finali, gt to eat pasta mania agn..its bin ages since i last ate it..yums..walk ard n he went to ask abt his stuff..den we headed into seperate directions..i am tired, nt i dun wan to folow u..u are tired, yet u hv no choice?? or do u actuali hv..im in no position to say cos u gt ur own reasons..

i nv say dat i wun change, i nv say dat i do nt wana change, i nv say i wil change..to mi, regardless of wat 'commitments of R'..im stil de person i am..nothin wil change mi..does it mean dat nt bein 'de same as u' means i dun lik u?? jus dun force mi cos i lik to do wat i wan..i lik to speak mi mind off anithin..i do crazy n wierd n bad n gd things..went hm to slp..shiok, all de way till 12 de next dae..hw much mur cn i ask for??

woke up n msg him..bt guess he stil slpin, cos if he was awake, he wud ordy be in sumwhr n wil msg back..so all i cn do is idle..duno wat to tel mam, duno wat to do..whn he finali woke up n decided whr he wana go..gd for him, he has gt plans..nt i dun wan to go, i hv to tink whether isit worth it, after so long..n whn i wan to go, u canot wait for mi..so wat u wan mi to do?? i wish u hv all de fun wif ur frens ba..

meib im askin alot, meib im askin too much..mieb i read too much in a text msg (sayin we wil spent tym together on fri, sat, sun)..meib i tink too much..watever it is, meib u might nt lik goin out wif mi frens..or meib i force u to go out wif dem..meib i shudnt ask u along in future..cos tym to spend wif frens, tym to spend wif u, tym to spend wif mi famili..are all seperate issues..i duno wat to do..haiz..i gt no mood, jus no mood..i hope u understand, bt even if u dun, its ok..afterall, we are diff individuals, we work n do things differentli..same for others, no 2 person is de same, noodi hv de same tinkin n mindset..nobodi is perfect..

wat a W O N D E R F U L sundae..........all spoilt..life is such a roller coaster..sumtyms u are up, sumtyms u are down..whn ure up, ure reali up..whn ure down, ure reali down..haiz..

din gt to go out eat lunch wif ahma n yeye..

din gt to go see popo..

din gt to go cyclin..

JSUT DIN GT TO DO WAT I WAN..meib, i shud jus tink for miself, do wat i wan, n hack abt others..y cant i hv an answer for mi mam?? y mus i wait for an answer fm u den i cn decide?? y cant i jus make de decision miself n folow mi heart?? y does life sucks?? y y y??

thank u for rmbrin dat i wan to go cyclin..bt did u rmbr dat i told u i wan cycle whole dae, so i cn be as dark as hero?? meib u jus din rmbr..bt its ok, nvm..i wil gt mi chance to go miself, im sure..go do wat u wan, go do wat u lik..njoy urself ba, n dun bother abt mi..y isit always lidat?? y are we always lidat?? is everythin too rush?? do we nid to tok?? it all boils down to 1 question, hw much do we noe each other after so long we spent wif each other, after such a short period of tym??

i bet everybodi had fun tdy..im sure dey did..y cant de bloodly fall jus open so i cn go down n hide forever..whn things dun go mi way, im pissed..n i seriousli hate last min stuff..u noe dat, i noe dat, dey noe dat, everybodi noes dat..

meib i shud jus go down wif mi dad's bike n cycle miself nw, while dey are cyclin at ecp..bt guess im goin to hm alone agn..PLS DO NOT DISTURB..scram..i nid mi tinkin cap..i nid to tink..i seriousli nid to tink..i nida tink real hard..

tdy is de last dae of mi holiday..one mur week to sch start, dat week is for doin projects n self trainin wif hero, mingfei, taufu n whoever dat wana cum join wif us..

fufu sent mi a msg: holy shit, we got rank 4 in the rp race..kaozz lose by one min because of the 4 legged race..FUFU YOZ..i noe! u noe! QY noe! bt wat cn we do..sigh..its all a game..i was oso thinkin, it might be becos of u n qy, nv tie de cloth properli dats y drop out halfway..cos mi leg n qy leg nv drop (cos i tie? haha)..hw i wish dat tym i was standin in de middle? bt den agn..WE ARE A TEAM..we win together, we lose together..cheer up..we shal join agn next yr yup..lets hit n win de np race..=)

fri was a wow dae..mi feelin was indescribable..i felt hapi, sad, lost, disappoint, supportive, encouragin..blah blah blah..so far, life to mi is always cherry blossom..wan money gt money..wan fodd gt food..wan this gt this, wan dat gt dat..bt whn i look ard mi, i see mi frens workin n studyin to pay for deir needs..i see mi fren strugglin wif daily life cos dey cant cope (nt dat i cn, i jus dun show it out)..i see mi frens stress wif wats goin to hpnd next..n den i realise, life is so vulnerable..

ani min, ani tym..sumthin gd might hpnd, sumthin bad might hpnd..of cos, all of us wish for all de gd things to hpnd..bt sumtyms, u nid bad things to arrive upon u, to realise ur mistake, to cherish wat is rite in front of u..speakin of dat, i shud hv wake up earli to go lunch wif mi ahma n yeye..n meib go see mi popo..bt cos i might be goin cyclin ltr, i choose nt to..dats selfish of mi rite..i shud learn to love mi famili more, for wat dey've done for mi, for wat dey've provided for mi..meib next week i shall go lunch n visit popo..

IT had prob..nt goin to say whu, or else all wil noe..of cos, we are budi..cos i noe sumthin is nt rite wif IT..i din kept askin, bt i was dere, as n whn i see IT, i wil ask if IT is ok..anithin to share wif mi..bt IT jus say personal reasons..cum on IT, hw long do we noe each other..do u even noe dat we might be de closest frens whn we started off together in de same cca..i stil cn rmbr, everytym we go for runs, u wil either be infrontof mi, beside mi, behind mi..wherever i go, u go..wherever u go, i go..dis was hw close we were..so whn u finali tel mi wats wrong, i sort of guess it too..i noe hw u fil..IT, i hv bin dere nt long before u..i understand ur pain n sufferin..bt we must be strong..lik hw u were dere for mi..lik hw i am gona be dere for u..IT, life is nt over (as wat i used to tink)..i noe u are lost, bt cheer up, we will talk more, i promise..

mf, dun cri, big gals dun cri yup..cheer up, anithin cn be solved de..if u dun wan to gt ms gan into mur trouble, den u beta, please behave urself ok..wear properli to go sch, be neat n tidy..den go seek her for hlp if u duno..no teachers wan deir student to fail n repeat (dey are sick of seein us le)..so pull up urself ok..

haiz..y cn i solve ppl's prob bt nt mind? is dat y u are here for mi? bt am i dere dere for u? thank u lots..i had a wonderful tym since fri..so am i suppose to cherish u mur or continue scoldin u? beat = love, scold = sayang..=)

harlow, im back in spore le..tired..will upload pic soon, whn i hv de tym..nid to rest n slp..

aniway, jus a quick update..finali de RP race results are out..yeahness..total of 27 teams n dis is hw we fair..=)

team FuFiFa (melvin, qing ying, charlene), bib 113, is ranked 4th wif a timin of 4 hr 08 min..
team Tak Tau (helmi, kama, zul), bib 111, is ranked 15th wif a timin of 5hr 54 min (end at cp 7, tym penalty 45 mins)..
team 252 (keng hao, ming fei, yu ye), bib number 112, is ranked 16th wif a timin of 4 hr 14 min (end at cp6, tym penalty 15 mins)..

well done ppl..

see hw bored i am tdy..usuali i wil go out on sundae..hang out wif him, watch tv, hv diner..bt tdy..i fil so lost..hv bin alone at hm til mam, dad, didi cum back at 930pm..no diner, no food, lucki gt mi gren tea..oso hv mi new story book to accompany mi, bt i read to almost finish..n sum pages hv gt dots of water..cn u huri hm..im seriousli _(*fill in de blanks urself*)_ u..

sigh..mam n dad is irritatin figurin out sum lock numbers..dey kip turnin lik no tmr lah..argh, de sound ar..gettin on mi nerves noe..whoots, mam gave mi back de money cos i bought 2 new sports bra..loves..wearin it over to jerangkang..

haiz..tdy ordy so sad, n mi didi..cn rub salt into mi wound, tel mi dey go diner eat until $900++ wat de hell lah..if i noe, i shud join dem, so wun be alone at hm, at least stil cn eat gd food..haiz..

de freakin expensive mixed trail..$14..proudli mixed by miself..

so dah dah..dis is de EXPENSIVE mix trail dat i single handedli bought, brought, mixed, put inside mi bottle..hehe..anibodi wana try?? i shal be kind enuf to share wif u..one portion = 1 fish, 1 peanut, 1 seaweed..=)

breakfast a few daes before..fm mi fav hotel..

goodness, whn i woke up, saw mam's message..say gt durain puff fm mi fave hotel for mi..n its for BREAKFAST..cool shit or wat..lucki mi..=) whn are u goin to buy mur for mi to eat?? mi burfdae ok..

new backpack, tks to dad, jus love dis brand..fm $269, cut till $188..=)

haha..sun went to queensway wif him, to see bags..end up bought dis new backpack fm queensway uncle..all tks to dad for gifin money..bought 1 dae after NTU's race..mi team gt 10th out of 29 teams..gd nt?? so dis mi prize fm dad?? hahahaha..dis bag is 65+10..cn go backpackin round de world/asia/europe..i cant wait to complete mi studies..anibodi wana join??

MING FEI and her $1000..

MOHAIMIN and his $1000..
CHARLENE and her $1000..

ANDY and his $1000..

look at us n our $1000..total stil $1000 onli, nt $4000..haha..hapi or wat our faces, first tym touchin, see, smell, feel de $1000 lah!! dat was whn we went shoppin for food to buy for jerangkang exp..haiz, din manage to take pic of hero's calculator..so cute n smal lah..brought along to count see we gt over budget nt..haha..

he is reali gone, n im all alone at hm..countin down de daes, please huri cum back..

went out wif ahma n yeye to chinatown for brunch..cool or wat, eat dim sum..gt mi siew-mai, ha-gao, xiao-long-bao, char-siew-bao, raw fish, etc..so lots of food to eat..mus carbo load wif gd food before i go camp?? haha..gt mam to packet mi fav food for him, duno he lik to eat or nt, bt hack lah..de most if he dun wan i brin back lor..

dats de place i wanted to brin him go eat, bt either no tym or out of de way..finali he gt to try it..de sun was mad lah, temptin mi to go suntan isit?? bt too bad, no mood, no tym..im veri busy travelin ard spore jus to gt mi food n send ppl off..u so big shot ar, i mus send u off..u jus wait til u cum back..

finali found mi food, though i duno hw it taste lik..bt jus bought to make mi mix trail..gosh, i nw den realise dat mi food cost so much..jus to put inside a 500ml nalgene waterbottle..total cost = $14.00 lah!! mus reali ration, canot anihw gif ppl, cos EXPENSIVE SIAL..

gona sign up for Brand's Sudoku Challeng 2009 Asia Pacific Open..was reali reali tinkin shud i jus go for Singapore Open or Asia Pacific Open..discussed wif him after i gt de email on 1st june, n he encourage mi to jus go try n play de Asia Pacific..de thing is, within Asia Pacific region, dere are so mani countries..im SCARED..wun u be scared..im nt even de top few..jus top 30 competitor in de previous few years Singapore Open category..

haiz, lookin back, managed to go thailand to play for singapore, sumthin lik de asia pacific too..bt ranked 26th out of 125++ players..sian..din gt to go india, though i wish i cud..so i cn see wats india lik..sumtyms, whn i wan go, i cant..whn i dun wan go, de opportunity cums..sianz..

its tym to say goodbie, for de 1 week..de tym spent is nt even enuf to mi, bt might be enuf for u?? watever it is, things hpnd for reason..aniway, cant turn back tym, so jus move forward ahead ba..jus wan u to noe wat u do, wat u say..pls do it, i dun wan history to repeat itself..im scared..pls dun do it so often..pls dun do it agn, hopefuli..

gosh, i managed to find out de rankin for NTU's ATC race, bt RP's Adventure race hvnt even send de rankin out..all in all, total gt 29 teams for de ATC race..well done ppl..=) awaitin RP race results..one mur race cumin up 27th june by NP..doin it wif clara, hero will be by our side as 'outsider'..

DAH DAH..below are the results.....
T29 (helmi, james, kama, zul) is ranked 9th wif a timin of 3:27:03 hours..
T21 (andy, charlene, melvin, qing ying) is ranked 10th wif a timin of 3:28:09 hours..
T17 (jia min, keng hao, mingfei, mohaimin,) is ranked 15th wif a timin of 3:36:47 hours..

goodnes, sum rules are meant to be broken..sum tradition are meant to nt folow..sum terms are nt meant to be use..sum words are nt meant to be said..let mi do wat i wan, let mi play by mi own rules, let mi folow wat i used to do, let mi label u as i fil lik it, let mi say things which i wan to say..LET MI BE WHU I AM, please..LET MI DO WAT I WAN, please..LET MI BE MISELF, please..

i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..i hate you..YES, its YOU..

finali, is saturdae..1st part of de sem is over wif 2 weeks of holidays before muggin agn for exams..it has bin a stressful part since april..juz 2 months of sch n i fil lik gifin up everythin..is it worth it to balance so much things in life?? i jus wana spend de daes as i lik, n do wat i wan, be wif whu i wan..

wed had campus road run n de sun was freaking hot, n i mean REAL HOT..totali sucks lah..bt managed to finish it..tks to clara n mingfei for pushin mi n nt lettin mi walk..hwever de shirt, hmm..shud i wear it or gif mi bro?? haha..had adc trainin after dat at de pool..cool or wat, forget to brin mi swimwear, bt helpin hero..so mus take off mi singlet..haha..serious had fun while assistin him, din noe dat i cn reali act 'drownin'..n im serious, i drank alot of water n choke a litle..haha..

thru coachin tutorial was fun, was mad runnin up n down de hall jus for A basketball..its beta den dose aerobic/anaerobic test, etc..haha..pompom n den went for IB presentation..nt too bad, tym over-ran, suzy grp was bein delayed n had to go another rm to present to teacher..gd things mus cum to an end, coachin test was GG..all de best to mi man, sure kena scoldin by stephanie de..sianz..

finished up NSA report tdy, am stil tinkin why i choose hockey of all sport..sianz to de max..boss bought 2 new shelter, 1 table, 2 safety rope..n all brinin up to jerangkang..haha..wth, add load onli..den we had life savin wif de ropes tdy wif boss, den went to pack store rm n repair tent poles..was fed up, bt i tink after i pompom ok liao..

went to watch late nite movie wif him..n we gt to slack at our fav hangout once agn..its bin ages since we went dere to chitchat n drink starbucks..hwever, tdy we played facebook n drink sprite?? haha..movie was ok, too violent lah, scared..walk hm was cool, hw long hv we nt walk back at 2am?? hw i wish de tym cud stop..bt den agn, u hv to wake up earli yet u stil wana watch so late movie..onli wan to gt scoldin fm mi den u hapi rite..1 dae nv scold u, u butt itchy isit..

holidaes will stil stress mi out wif all de rubbish n projects..after mi trip back fm jerangkang den say ba..let mi hv a break first alrite..i nida recharge mi battery n life..i nid massage n slp..i nid him n u..

basket-trolley..cool shit..duno whu's idea
check out wats STUCK onto de basket!
omg, look wat is on de milk powder packagin!

honey bunches of oats

blueberry morning

crunchy pecans whole grain cereal

im back again..haha..forgot to upload dese pictures..check dem out man..

esp de trolley, basket n milk powder..gosh, dey tink ppl will steal isit?? meib lah, deir own country man?? hahaha..n de trolley, did dey get a prize for de best idea?? haha..

cheers..cant wait for harry potter..gona see twice wif different grp..

aniways, done wif SP presentation..TUE gt hrm presentation, Wed gt no ib lecture, bt gt ib test..THUR n FRI free..SAT gt to cum sch for biathlon..

next MON gt synergy mittin..THUR nida hand in coa report..

next next MON gt whp presentation..THUR gt ib prsentation..FRI nida hand in NSA..FRI oso goin for kayakin, till sun..yeahs..