UTTERLI DISAPPOINTIN

below are wat i ate at chomp chomp..do nt wan to tink abt wat hpnd ordy, after all, de dae ordy pass..no use oso..

it was suppose to be a nice gatherin..a week ago, whn i msg n confirm de pax, i had answers here n dere, confirmation nt secured..i had to make changes n try to suit everybodi..it came to a pt whn everybodi agreed n i felt gd..de more de merrier..

as de dae came near, i msg agn de dae before..bt agn, de response which was once agree, starts to be broken..promise to jus a simple diner cn be voided, wat mur a big event in future??

waited for a couple of hrs, before i left..tym was nt on mi side, n so was de farkin far distance away fm mi hm..i had to go off n rest, attachment aint fun whn u have to catch de 630am bus jus to ric sch on tym..

aniway, found a table n sat down..was hungri so order food..reserve de next table for DOSE PPL I CALL FRENS (nt sure wat dey call mi though)..it was so embarasin hvin to reject lik 20 odd ppl, everytym dey cum n ask: got ppl sit..n we 2 go: YAR, dey cumin..it went for for almost an hr ++..cn u imagine whr to put mi face?? i wonder wil DESE PPL I CALL FRENS do de same thing?? wil dey even tink of reservin seats whn im late..juz lik wat i did?? SIGHS..i do nt wish to hope or dream..it wil definiteli be DASHED..

bbq chicken wings

pickin mi food
done seperatin de yelow nodles

yesterdae was totali a disaster..i reali hate it..

B.J: 'true frenship consist nt in de multitude of frens, bt in deir worth n value'

so whu am i to u?? wat am i to u?? hw mani tyms u wan to let mi wait?? hw mani tyms u wan to take advantage of mi 'kindness'??

Sir F.B: 'we read dat we ought to forgif our enemies, bt we do nt read dat we ought to forgif our frens'

hw cool is dat?? i mean, isnt it true?? hw cum we are taught to forgif our enemies for deir wrong doings, bt nt our frens?? is it cos our frens wil make de same mistakes always n hurt us?? is it cos our frens take advantage n tink dat we are nt bothered or affected??

alrite, everythin is past..i aint angri, for wat waste mi tym n gt wrinkles?? i gt bloodli hell beta things to do den to tink of such immature rubbishes..im gona live mi life de way i wan, hw i wan it..

i hv bin dumb enuf to take mi tym to plan, waste mi mani msges jus to confirm everythin, waste mi tym waitin n waitin as always, throw mi face n embaras miself..i shud hv known all dese, i shud hv bin immuned n used to it..gosh..dun i learn mi lesson??

ONCE BITTEN, TWICE SHY