SUNDAE = IT FAIR

had to wake up at 10am on sundae lor..crazy..jus cos i mus vaccum de floor, mop de floor, change mi bedsheet, fold de clothes..SIAN..i dun wan mi sundays to becum lidat..i wan to SLP IN..

since dey goin out wif ahma n yeye for lunch, dey sent mi to vivo for i mittin mi fren dere first, before headin to city hall to mit de rest..de sun was mad yesterdae lor..so hot..

catch G-force wif dem..bt i stil hvnt watch proposal n up..sigh..meib dis sat i shal go see de 2 movies..haha..movie marathon..=) or nt den sat 1, sun 1..aniways, i jus wan to catch dose movies lah..haha..

went to killiney to drink kopi n i saw muhd..haha..he n his attire..tsk tsk..headed to suntec for it fair..walk ard n ard n ard..gt mi hard drive..no mur 500, so i gt 320..n its gren..n DAD's PAYIN..cool shit..

suppose to go home..de rest took train..on de bus den i realise i HAVE NOT hlp mam pay stuff thru axs machine..so i had to go n search for 1 damn machine..i was pissed n tired n angri..i juz wan to go back n slp..sumbodi told mi marina hv..bt i duno whr, n we din went..meib it was long forgoten for it aint impt or significant..i din wan to gt scolded, i had to do de billing yesterdae..

ric hm n pack mi bag, wash up, got ready for bed..bt whn i lie on de bed, de stupid eyes cant close n slp..HARLOW, pls cooperate, mi mind is tired n messed up..i nid rest, i nid to wake up earli, i gt attachment..ARGH!!

if onli i was dat impt, if onli i was half as impt as de frens..hw i wish, mi wishful tinkin..it wun hpnd, it aint hpndin, it is nt goin to hpnd..mi n mi dreams, mi n mi fantasy, i n mi stupid tinkin..everythin goes IF ONLI blah blah blah..if onli i cud turn back tym?? if onli i knew wat i was doin?? if onli i cn faster grow up?? if onli i had made de right choice?? if onli i had listen?? if onli if onli if onli..

wat a life..i tink i made to be alone..bt i quite lik dat, at tyms..i shal learn to be a strong gal..i shal learn to be mur independent, nt dat i am nt..i shal learn to be miself..i shal learn to take n let go..i shal learn to understand n noe wat is mine, n wat is nt..im totali screwed n gone..