tdy is mi 3rd dae wearin heels n walkin ard at hm..haha..kuku..lucki ppl below nv complain hw cum gt heels sound walkin ard de hse..

ate 2 durian mooncake..bt nt fm mi fav hotel..bt nvm..haha..mi aunties treat mi NICE..=)

i suddenli hv a stalker..so mani miss calls n msges in jus 2 hrs..i tink he is a die heart fan of mi..wahahaha..uncle, im sori, nt i dun wan pick up..i cant go roundin wif u..cos i nida slp by 10pm..whn im free, i will gt back to u..apologies..

bt i seriousli hope to go roundin wif uncle..sumone whu cn brin mi out on a bike..i miss dose days whn i stay out late n go roundin wif uncle..de adrenaline rush is juz so nice..ur wories n stuff jus gt blown away by de wind..

im eatin lunch nw..bt de food doesnt seem to go down mi throat.....im eatin for de sake of eatin..i nid to gt food into mi tummy..i dun wan to take de stupid gastric medicine..which obviousli i wun.....its nt dat de food does nt taste good, everythin looks de same to mi, smell de smae to mi..even de chess toufu dat im always eatin jus taste lik rice..n it seems lik it is, it might be mi last meal.....de fear n resentment, de anger n frustation, de hope n wishes..isit jus dreams of fairytale stories.....it all seem lik yesterdae onli, bt reality has bin slowli creepin nt, wifout us noticin it.....de differences n similarities are taken to a test, which outcum is nt known of til nw.....isnt wantin n gettin n fightin hard for ur own happiness wonderful..bt wat hpnds whn de fight is down, everythin has given way.....y mus ppl be selfish, y cant dey be selfless..isit a blessin in disguise..isit a test of truth and commitment.....to gif other ppl, to let dem hv deir hapiness, while u are sufferin fm wifin, is dat bein selfless or selfish?? im feelin empty n loneli, i wan mi 5 hims, i wan to go hm, i wana cri out loud for mi heart is heavy, veri heavy.....i started typin at 1330++, bt i onli finish typin at 1355++ whn im done wif mi meal.....i hv nv taken dis long to eat finish mi food..hvin food inside mi tummy is gd, as it had bin empty since after lunch yesterday, except for water n green tea n sweets.....gud dae to all, treasure ur life, fight for ur own happiness, love urself mur den others, n treat urself beta den others.....

cum tmr, is week 6 of ipp le..suddenli, it seems dat tym jus flew by..cant wait for ipp to end n go back to sch..

met ahma on fri, lucki mi..chatted wif her n uncle eddie + ahgong..its bin ages since i go back sch eat..its bin ages since i saw in de sch pool..its bin ages since i last run ard sch..hai..

i am feelin veri tired..de mood is jus nt dere..everythin seems lik fallin apart..

everyday its jus a normal routine dat one has to jus go thru..

i nid to gt mi slp..bt i jus cant slp...

new heels fm trendy zone

mani colours strip dress
blue tube dress

pink dress

pocari sweat, to mix wif water

de POCARI SWEAT is mf buy back fm taiwan for mi..hehe..=) findin dis veri long..spore gt sell, bt expensive..i shud try searchin agn..or nt gt ppl to buy dis back fm mi whn dey go taiwan..haha..THANKS alot mf..

tdy went to suntan agn!! n i go make sentosa islander card liao..haha..so more worth it..tdy sun is DAMN GUD!! =) lie under lik 3 hrs plus, cn feel de heat..nw face chao da..haha..nw mi back gt so mani uneven colours (swimmin costume, sports bra, bikini)!! argh..i wan even tan leh..i tink mus go mur often n stay longer?? lik de whole dae??

*aniway, cum mens liao, lucki nv overflow..was veri scared tan n wil flow lor..haha*

went queensway shoppin center to collect mi strip dress as i went to alter to make it mur fittin, if nt sure drop whn i wear sia..aove gt de pic..den went to look for black heels..next week mi mdm LY's weddin le..gona be de jie-mei in de mornin n den reception in de evenin..mornin goin to sabo n tekan sir YL..haha..YES, n agn, stjohn officer marry stjohn officer..haha..

finali found it at trendy zone (tks to aunti crystal)..aniway, de aunti dere veri nice, hlp mi to expand..den let mi try de so mani shoes..n she even gt size 42!! dat is so rare cn..i tink next tym nid heels i cn go dere le..haha..de heels cost mi $21.50 after discount..CHEAP!! gona wear for weddin..n hopefuli cn wear for sch presentation too..

aniway, dose whu read, which dress shud i wear in de evenin for mi mdm's weddin?? no dress code, cn wear anithin (shirt, short, slipper??) haha..dese 3 dresses are comfortable n presentable..so i duno wear wat..HELP!! let mi noe which is best ok..FYI, diner at mt faber safra, so yar..dun nid wear so class cos nt goin hotel..hehe..i cn even WALK dere..hahahaha..

saw nice dresses at tangs..will head dere to see soon..wats up wif mi n dresses..DIS IS SO NT MI!! mus be YOU whu is changin mi?? hahaha..kiss mua ass..i jus find it easy to wear, cos jus 'laap' over de head n pull down, dats it..haha..dun nid lik tink wat shirt to match wif wat short/skirt..summur esp easy whn i go for mi tannin trips..haha..

piece of shit!! dumb ass!! farkin assholes!!

aniway, train stinks tdy..mus be de apnn fm indias..meib dey din pompom in de mornin..goodness..

mam was askin isit im goin kl in dec..most prob, as i was plannin for 6 ppl to head dere durin de dec holidays..cut story short, no reply, reasons, blah blah blah..so after tinkin wat mam said..

meib i shud jus head down wif dem or 1 or 2 ppl WHO ARE WILLINGLI and WANA GO..so as nt to waste tym too..lik mi cousin say, to big a grp is nt gud at tyms..i tink i am startin to realisin it NOW..meib i shud jus leave n nv turn back, nv let mi heart go soft n feel sorry/pity/accomodatin??

if i cud leave on a fri n get back on sun..its oso 3 days 2 nights wat rite..take mc on fri lor..
or nt den leave on fri nite..cum back on sun..lidat fri whole day wasted..

cum feb 2010, whn de sch term finali ends!! whn i gt mi long holiday before graduatin, before continue studyin, before goin to work..im BLOODY HELL GOIN to BACKPACK n travel..

I SWEAR DIS TYM I AM NOT PLANNIN FOR ANIBODI, EVERYBODI, SOMEBODI..IM BLODDY HELL PLANNING FOR MYSELF ONLY..for courtesy, i wil offer my extended plan to anibodi, everybodi, somebodi..and i will ONLY ASK ONCE..reply or nt, whn de date due is up, I WILL HACK AND JUST BOOK, JUS GO TO WAT I PLAN..bon voyage..

chao..be appreciative of ppl ard u, be thankful for wat dey hv done..shud i?? shud him?? shud she?? shud he?? sud her?? shud we?? shud they?? shud us?? WATEVER..pistomateh..

2 straight days of meetings..GOODNESS..tired sia..nid mi slp..finali tdy after work cn go hm n slp..1 mur dae to de weekend..yeah..

duno y, sudenli so mani things to do..its lik dere is no tym management or wat on DEIR part..wth..den pile mi wif stuff..go clear ur own shit!! haha..

hv adhoc things to do too..siao..aniway, thinkin n plannin to go msia durin de dec holiday..bt mf mention abt project n stuff..if i cn finish in 1 week, cant i relax de next week?? if i am goin to wait til dec den book, i tink i shud jus forget it cos confirm all fuli book..

EITHER WAY, ITS UR OWN PERSONAL TYM MANAGEMENT AND PLANNING..OR ELSE, LEAVE WIF REGRET DAT U DUN NJOY WHILE U CN..correct?? so wat am i to do??

dim sum in de mornin at duno wat restaurant..nt bad lah..bt sum dishes, i tink chinatown wan nicer..haha..

SO, verdict..sumtyms, hawker food taste beta ok..doesnt mean expensive or high class means nicer..hahaha..

headed down to sentosa to suntan..bt den, de sun dun wan to stay n shine on mi..went pass a few tyms..n i happily jus fall aslp dere..

finali i gt to eat mi korean food after i craved for it on fri..satisfied..=)

jy is lik zz..bt jy is nicer..cos he's gay wif rp (im kiddin)..at tyms, im pissed whn rp always mit him..cos im lik are u too gays?? y mus always mit?? weird..bt den, hai..wat to do..dey might be gays (used to)..haha..

zz is so irritatin cos alwasy bully mi..im nt ur toy leh!! next tym u bully mi, i am so nt goin to talk to u n care abt u..(i mean it)..i noe u are wil read dis..so beta rmbr ok!!

no more holidays..back to attachment tmr..hopefuli i cn wake up..so im chaoin to bed le..nites..

SUNDAE

istana

istana
check out mi hse..haha

check out mi hse..haha

main gate of istana

mornin wwalk to tiong for breakfast..haha..ate mi fave fish soup..=)

headed back hm, pack bag n den went out wif mi famili for lunch..at central..n den went PS to mit up wif dem..walk ard lookin at toys..den go istana to walk walk..OMG..im so sure its mi FIRST n LAST tym dere!! haha..nothin lor, jus see see grass n trees, walk n walk n walk..so tired.even hv to queue for toilet cos onli 2 cubicles (i even tot of takin pic of hw nice de toilet is..haha)..sweat lik pig..dose 2 dat acc mi, poor thing..haha..sori..

den we headed to orchard central for our ben n jerry..dis smart ass, say dere gt, new, so go dere..whn i insisted on goin cathay!! n went we go dere, de prices were lik jacked up by $10 or less/more..wth..so we left n guess wat!! walk all de way back to cathay!! smart rite mi fren!!

wasted mi tym n mi legs are tired leh..bt we had fun n laughter along de way, plus 7-11 slurpee (ps: i dun drink COKE or PEPSI)..bought 2 story books for onli $10 lah..wanted to buy more, bt back nt big enuf..shal wait agn ba, ordy started readin 1 book - halfway thru..=)

eat finish, n den mf join us..she die oso wana watch de proposal..so she went PS gv to gt de same tickets as us bt diff seats..hahaha..funi lor..so we went n watch..7pm it started..abt 730, mi 2 seats on mi rite empty, so msg mf to cum n seat wif us..de show is NICE..sweets, first tym mf nv slp while watchin wif us?? hahaha..

went for diner at kopitiam..we 3 eat de same thing agn..apprentli, whenever we eat kopitiam, i wil eat de same thing..haha..cos its nice duh..had supper at selegie tau huey..yummy..den headed hm..cos tmr (mondae), im goin for dim sum n suntannin.i nid mi slp..

SATURDAE..

manhattan's menu

mushroom soup
ice peach tea

vouchers we gt after eatin..$33 worth..cn eat agn

total bill $115.45, shiok gt $7 voucher..so we paid $108.45

went for stjohn yesterdae mornin..bt rained, so parade cancel..haha..change to promotion at canteen..hahaha..so funi lah..reali catch up n hv lots of crap durin dat tym whn we are together..so long nv see sum of dem..

went wif de guys to central clark quay for diner..dese 3 monkeys, full of crap n shit cn..totali laugh lik mad durin mi whole diner..its fun hangin ard dese ppl..of cos, we hv differences n hv diff lifes..bt we stil make it a point to mit..im glad chee ko pei plan dis outing..im awaitin de next one..

CHEERS, to mi BROTHERS..=)

FRIDAE..

de botak guy

eee, so gay.
shocked to see all of us

C for charlene

check out mi new shirt..cn see thru!! haha

KOi bubble tea

check out de size of de bubble tea n his head

KOI BUBBLE TEA - large ($4.30), medium ($2.40), small ($1.90)

sweet talk ($1.50) VS koi cafe ($2.40)

sweet talk ($1.50) VS koi cafe ($1.90)

is it worth bein gud to other ppl?? whu believes in karma?? i wish i was strong, i wish i cud do anithin for mi frens, famili..bt dere is a limit..

on de bus i heard a 'crack' at mi shoulder dere..goodness..bt i tink its ok..

tdy is a farkin heavy dae..everythin is so heavy..mi bags, mi stuff, de sky, de drinks, de cold mist..

sick n tired..y everytym i call u dun pick up?? u tink i lik to call for fun?? i juz wanted u to cum n hlp cari de farkin heavy stuff..lidat oso wrong for mi to call?? hai..

i did nt intend to ric so late, bt i missed de bus as i was cumin out of sch..

i did nt mean to show face to him..bt cum on.i jus ric, everythin is farkin heavy, im farkin pissed..i jus dun wan ppl to disturb mi..pls understand..

in de end, i always hv to pick up shit miself, all mi fault, all i ask for it..mi n mi big mouth..askin ppl wat dey wan whn god noes if i cn cari dem to sch..

oh well, watever..lets wait till 1 dae whn i reali flare up..i tink u muz call fire engine..=)

dis guy STOLE mi cheese toufu!! haha

OMGz..am soo cravin for des de past few daes..HELP

im cravin for cheese toufu..i wan to eat cheese toufu..i dun care i dun care i dun care..

typin of food, im gettin a little hungri nw..bt im eatin a late breakfast cum earli lunch..cos ltr goin to run..for real, finali..so cant eat too much..

saw uncle hao at de gym yesterdae while i was dere..had a mittin wif clara, bt she was SOOO late..haha..we finali gt to catch up..den went for diner..de wanton noodles nt bad..BONG, u slow lah, dats y no mur char siew..hahaha..too bad..

anibodi english powDerful?? i nid hlp..wat cn u tink of whn i gif u F.M.W.E?? in mi concept, dis is our theme to hlp de needy in stjohn..so de basics necessity are Food, Medicine, Water, Education rite..dere u go, F.M.W.E..so to change it to sound nicer..i tink it shud be For Mankind We E---------------?? bt i jus cud nt think of wat E word to put in?? HELP!!

had nt much things to do for de past 2 days..gd i guess..bt most of de tym aint in de staff rm doin admin..gt to go out, walk ard, interact wif de students, play games, use machines..cool stuff, cos i dun reali lik admin work..wahaha..

aniway, am into de 4th week of attachment..yeah, jus 6 mur weeks..nw plannin stuff for event..sch event, attachment event, stjohn events, adhoc events..

i love mi weekends..its always filled wif fun n laughter..if im nt wrong, dis sun, famili goin out for lunch..yeah, gt to eat gd food..haha..everytym i sit at mi desk, mi mouth seems to be itchy..haha..am gettin fatter..

bt hope nt, dun fret..tmr onwards..im goin to train..for de half marathon..sians..21km lah..shits, mi n mi clever mouth, go ask n den go join..argh..haha..

wana suntan every week if possible leh..i wan be tan n dark..

SUNDAE = IT FAIR

had to wake up at 10am on sundae lor..crazy..jus cos i mus vaccum de floor, mop de floor, change mi bedsheet, fold de clothes..SIAN..i dun wan mi sundays to becum lidat..i wan to SLP IN..

since dey goin out wif ahma n yeye for lunch, dey sent mi to vivo for i mittin mi fren dere first, before headin to city hall to mit de rest..de sun was mad yesterdae lor..so hot..

catch G-force wif dem..bt i stil hvnt watch proposal n up..sigh..meib dis sat i shal go see de 2 movies..haha..movie marathon..=) or nt den sat 1, sun 1..aniways, i jus wan to catch dose movies lah..haha..

went to killiney to drink kopi n i saw muhd..haha..he n his attire..tsk tsk..headed to suntec for it fair..walk ard n ard n ard..gt mi hard drive..no mur 500, so i gt 320..n its gren..n DAD's PAYIN..cool shit..

suppose to go home..de rest took train..on de bus den i realise i HAVE NOT hlp mam pay stuff thru axs machine..so i had to go n search for 1 damn machine..i was pissed n tired n angri..i juz wan to go back n slp..sumbodi told mi marina hv..bt i duno whr, n we din went..meib it was long forgoten for it aint impt or significant..i din wan to gt scolded, i had to do de billing yesterdae..

ric hm n pack mi bag, wash up, got ready for bed..bt whn i lie on de bed, de stupid eyes cant close n slp..HARLOW, pls cooperate, mi mind is tired n messed up..i nid rest, i nid to wake up earli, i gt attachment..ARGH!!

if onli i was dat impt, if onli i was half as impt as de frens..hw i wish, mi wishful tinkin..it wun hpnd, it aint hpndin, it is nt goin to hpnd..mi n mi dreams, mi n mi fantasy, i n mi stupid tinkin..everythin goes IF ONLI blah blah blah..if onli i cud turn back tym?? if onli i knew wat i was doin?? if onli i cn faster grow up?? if onli i had made de right choice?? if onli i had listen?? if onli if onli if onli..

wat a life..i tink i made to be alone..bt i quite lik dat, at tyms..i shal learn to be a strong gal..i shal learn to be mur independent, nt dat i am nt..i shal learn to be miself..i shal learn to take n let go..i shal learn to understand n noe wat is mine, n wat is nt..im totali screwed n gone..

SATURDAE = SENTOSA

we went sentosa!!

check out mi necklace, nt mi face!!
1 2 3 POSE..

3 some, i like..

monkeys in de sea!!

wat u wan?!

u wan sand bomb??

mi bag nice??

i gt shockED..

yeah, mac happy meal..=)

saturdae was a fun filled dae wif laughter n crap..totali went mad at tyms..de sea water damn salty lah..i tink spore has too much salt to spare..aniway, i woke up at 8am to make sandwich for mi frens..=)

bong had 3 lah, cos he want pizza too..GREEDY PIG!! we met at 1030++ n headed to mac for happy meal breakfast..i love mi toy..it was hangin proudli nearli de whole sat on mi neck..cool shit..

we tan, make sand bomb, play in de sea, swim accross, run on de bridge, buri mf, cari each other, play stack, do funi poses n stuff, eat, drink, etc..it was definiteli a dae..

headed to harbourfront for diner..walk walk..bought num party tank top..cos 50%..yeahs..=)

n we were burnt..n nw it hurts..haha..bt it was worth it..i wana go sentosa agn..

at nite, i went for 'lessons'..relationship n stuff..wif people, wif him, wif whuever..de onli 2 things i rmbred clearli as i was dead beat..jealousy n insensitivity is stil in mi mind nw..haha..

WOAH..tdy de sch internet is farkin fast lah..haha..cool shit..

monkeys..white, golden, black..=)

fs5777m

wholeli shits cn..blisterin barnicles..haha..i tok to mi UNCLE = GOLDEN MONKEY tdy!! (ok, im nt suppose to call him golden monkey, infrontof him..haha) on msn at 0914 hours!! de veri first person i tok to..n its bin ages..mi god..i feel so light n hapi..haha..=)

i miss mi uncle..we were veri close til i was in yr 2, sem 1..once he go out for attachment, we mit up less often, bt we stil msn n msg..jus nt dat frequent..i stil rmbr whn he will call mi in de middle of de nite to chat..n den he will play guitar n sing songs to mi..n den we wil go ridin after diner n den he wil sent mi back n speed back to bishan..jus to beat his older timin..

he is nw wif air force, cool..cos he is in dis program (enhanced leadership)..so within 9 weeks he pop liao, dats y so free to msn mi EARLI in de MORNIN..haha..nw he break til duno whn..den duno goin for wat course..n he wants to be a pilot..haha..

aniway, nt sure if cn mit for lunch, cos its rainin..i love de red sports bike..bt its de old bike dat i had feelings wif (nw is gone)..haha..watever, wifout uncle, dere is no bike..so uncle mur impt lah ok..

AH GAL miss u, UNLCE..

nothin to eat tdy..poor mi..

snackin on mi 'tasty biscuit stick', milo, fruit juice..

reali gt nothin to do leh..im so bored till..

i found out de A - Z of certain stuff..lik vegetables, fruits, countries, etc..

n i oso gt to found out dat CHARLENE = A FREE PERSON..

wahahaha..i tink it suits me, bt den, de name wasnt given by mi mam or dad, dun even say mi relatives or doctors..mi name was given by mi mam's FREN!! hw clever is dat..wahahaha..

aniway, yup..i lik to be free..dun hold mi back, dun question mi..i lik to do wat i lik (even though i noe dat is wrond at tyms)..dun threaten mi, dun overdo things on mi..

NEW EVENT IN NYP!!

..canteen to canteen run 2009..(c2c)..

..details stated below..

DAY: wednesday

DATE: 16th december 2009

TIME: 3.45pm

VENUE: north - mac

CATEGORY: staff team / student team
a team of 10 people (at least 4 females)

your team will just be running for AN HOUR..bt dun wori, u wun hv to run nonstop..cos dis is a relay..whn u are tired, u can jus swop wif ur frens in de 'changin area'..

come as a united team, wear de same attire or top or shorts, etc..

get ur frens to come support u, cheer u on, be ur first aiders..

best, its FREE, dun even hv to pay anythin..so y wait??

drop an email to can2teen@gmail.com or jus go visit our blog at http://can2teen.blogspot.com/

alrite..see u dere on de 16th..

*dose whu read mi blog, pls hlp mi to post in ur blogs too..pls hlp mi to advertise n ask ppl to join..thanks alot..

VeGood - Purple Carrot

totali hook onto dis..dsi fruit juice hv bin keepin mi acc since tue..after all, de canteen operators open as n whn dey lik..its hard for mi to noe whn dere is food to eat..

so i hv to live on mi fruit juice, biscuits, sweets..haiz..

UTTERLI DISAPPOINTIN

below are wat i ate at chomp chomp..do nt wan to tink abt wat hpnd ordy, after all, de dae ordy pass..no use oso..

it was suppose to be a nice gatherin..a week ago, whn i msg n confirm de pax, i had answers here n dere, confirmation nt secured..i had to make changes n try to suit everybodi..it came to a pt whn everybodi agreed n i felt gd..de more de merrier..

as de dae came near, i msg agn de dae before..bt agn, de response which was once agree, starts to be broken..promise to jus a simple diner cn be voided, wat mur a big event in future??

waited for a couple of hrs, before i left..tym was nt on mi side, n so was de farkin far distance away fm mi hm..i had to go off n rest, attachment aint fun whn u have to catch de 630am bus jus to ric sch on tym..

aniway, found a table n sat down..was hungri so order food..reserve de next table for DOSE PPL I CALL FRENS (nt sure wat dey call mi though)..it was so embarasin hvin to reject lik 20 odd ppl, everytym dey cum n ask: got ppl sit..n we 2 go: YAR, dey cumin..it went for for almost an hr ++..cn u imagine whr to put mi face?? i wonder wil DESE PPL I CALL FRENS do de same thing?? wil dey even tink of reservin seats whn im late..juz lik wat i did?? SIGHS..i do nt wish to hope or dream..it wil definiteli be DASHED..

bbq chicken wings

pickin mi food
done seperatin de yelow nodles

yesterdae was totali a disaster..i reali hate it..

B.J: 'true frenship consist nt in de multitude of frens, bt in deir worth n value'

so whu am i to u?? wat am i to u?? hw mani tyms u wan to let mi wait?? hw mani tyms u wan to take advantage of mi 'kindness'??

Sir F.B: 'we read dat we ought to forgif our enemies, bt we do nt read dat we ought to forgif our frens'

hw cool is dat?? i mean, isnt it true?? hw cum we are taught to forgif our enemies for deir wrong doings, bt nt our frens?? is it cos our frens wil make de same mistakes always n hurt us?? is it cos our frens take advantage n tink dat we are nt bothered or affected??

alrite, everythin is past..i aint angri, for wat waste mi tym n gt wrinkles?? i gt bloodli hell beta things to do den to tink of such immature rubbishes..im gona live mi life de way i wan, hw i wan it..

i hv bin dumb enuf to take mi tym to plan, waste mi mani msges jus to confirm everythin, waste mi tym waitin n waitin as always, throw mi face n embaras miself..i shud hv known all dese, i shud hv bin immuned n used to it..gosh..dun i learn mi lesson??

ONCE BITTEN, TWICE SHY

..GOSH, i duno wat to post..as mi mind is nt workin..totali exhausted, feelin down n out..im gettin OUT..i wana QUIT..am feelin 'SICK'..

..BT thank godness, i gt SUM ppl/things to count on, dat i noe will nt let mi down..SUNFLOWERS nv fail to brighten up ur day..sunflowers brings de AWE in ppl whu appreciates dem..big as it is, yellow as de sun, it cheers up ppl..sunflowers turn to de sun, no doubt, dey might hv absorb de sun's power to shine light upon u whn u are feelin down..it has dis radiant warmth dat u breath in, whn de flower is close up n u cn smell it..

..its bright n cheery, bold yet comfortable..strength n courage, to get back up on ur feet..

homage (admitataion) and devotion (loyalty)

..adoration, adulation, allegiance, awe, deference, duty, esteem, faithfulness, fealty, fidelity, genuflection, honor, kneeling, longevity, obeisance, praise, respect, reverence, service, tribute, worship..

GOSH!! dis is so freakin IRRITATIN..

i cant PLEASE everybodi..i HV HAD ordy TRIED mi VERI BESTest to PLAN..bt it seems, it just a wasted effort agn..

aniway, i WUN be angri, for wat?? i shud hv ordy bin IMMUNED to all dis nonsense n rubbish..

i shud hv jolly well noe wat type of person/people dey/he/she/dem/us IS!!

god, i jus wan to gif up everythin..i jus wan to shout out everythin..

can YOU PLEASE put urself into mi shoes??

do YOU noe HW MANI DONKEY MSGes i mus send to CONFIRM everythin..

do YOU noe HW HARD it is to COORDINATE whn everybodi is scattered everywhr..

do YOU noe im TIRED of all dese BULLSHIT, PROMISES, NONSENSE, RUBBISH, IMMATURITY..

next tym i wil juz msg ONCE, wan to cum, cum..dun wan to cum, dun cum..wan to join, join..dun wan to join, dun join..wan to promise, promise..wan to fly kite, fly kite..blah blah blah..

i CANT BE BOTHERED animur, i shall HACK CARE..i shall do things for MISELF..i shall PLEASE miself..

unles YOU noe wat to do..if nt, jus pls, face de 4 walls n tink abt it..cos, HW OFTEN do I do dis to YOU..n HW OFTEN do YOU do dis to ME??

im pissed whn i was typin dis..bt i aint pissed ordy, cos i dun wish to lose mi happiness to sum person/people/thing/animal whu is tryin to make mi angri..

peace..hw u individual interpret dis post, UP TO U..i cant care less..scram..bie..

ok..im done wif work le..sit fm 0800-1630..mi god..back pain lah..n den de canteen no food CANS..so had to drink mi fruit juice n eat biscuits..

lucki mrs came n ask mi type sum little stuff for her..den ask if i nid to eat nt, cos she goin out..asked mrs to hlp mi buy fruit juice onli..bt end up she bought curry puffs for mi..so nice of mrs..haha..n of cos, i did finish her work nicely too ok..

believe in karma?? wat goes ard comes ard..=)

alrite..here are sum pictures of FISHIN trip..haha..took mi dads' car out to drive..i cn drive ok, LIKE REAL..bt yar, gt licenseD driver, so nt to wori..

de prawn

hook up n becums de bait
fishin rod left to stand

2 baby catfish

1 big catfish

aniway, we onli caught 3 catfish n lots of seaweed..haha..i tink de luck no gd tdy..bt it was de same person whu caught all 3 fishes lah!! whr gt fair..fishin is no joke..

it requires patient, time consumin, boredness..gosh, i actuali stayed dere for lik 5 hrs..well done..haha..bt of cos, i wasnt fishin..i was eatin, lookin after de stuff, cuttin de sotong as bait (mi hand stinks even whn use water wash)..haha..

wanted to play cards bt too dark..dere were a few cats, bt den, dey did nt harm mi..

aniway, whu say homemake, selfmake cheapskate pizza is NOT NICE?? try mine next tym ok..haha..before makin n brinin out for fishin trip, let medium tan n small tan try..dey say eat ordy sure tummy pain, cheese too little, sauce too much, blah blah blah..so i edited de recepi abit..bt still, it jus taste as gd ok..stop complainin, aniway nt for u all to eat..haha..

peace out..gona be 5..i wan to knock off on de dot..wahahaha..=)