ric hm nt long ago..after sch went to eat durian buffet at mi fav hotel..cool shits..it was seriousli gd..shocked to see mi shity dere..haha..

wan to noe wat hpnd, ask..shant type too long for mi eyes are closin..nites..

THANK U FOR EVERYTHING

HUGE sunflowers by mi bedside

SMAL litle oreo cheesecake fm mccafe

gt 3 big sunflowers n 1 smal cheesecake..outside mi hse at midnite..duno whu put de..haha..THANK U..

de flowers so big, ltr gt bee cum into mi rm hw?? hopefuli dey dun die..nida find a vase real soon..

sat went to eat pasta mania n catch 'the hangover'..suppose to eat seoul garden, bt i forgt to print out de voucher..shits..next tym ba..de move was hilarious..bt den 2 ppl fall aslp..i mean, yar i noe de 5 tickets are free, bt den dun slp in cinema lah, jus go hm slp beta rite??

sun went to suntec n walk ard aimlessli..gt to eat yami yogurt..headed to raffles place to dine at dingtaifeng..hehe..xiao long bao leh..=) after dat go hm n emo cos sad..n den puff, gt flowers at midnite..wahaha..meib next tym if sad, gt mai other things pop out too?? wahahaha..

mf n her durian cake

omg, jus compare mf's cake n mi cakeS
no mur childhood for mf, dis is de last

team BLUE

random

kopi uncle n his 2 bar-maids

mf promotin her $100++ present

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had diner at amk big s11 for mf's earli 21st celebration..hope u njoy it gal..

ordy 21, grow up n be mur sensible ok..use ur present n dun waste our money, for it cost a bomb..mf, beta appreciated it yar..

wana thank dose whu hlp mi plan n execute it..wana thank dose whu hlp n contributed to share de 1) cake n present, 2) cake, 3) present..

oh gosh..no tym to update cos gt exams..

aniway, ordy done wif 3 papers (nsa, coachin, hrm)..left wif 2 papers (whp, sudoku)..

im doomed lah..for mi sudoku..hvnt bin practicisin..bt did abit inbetween study breaks..oh well..

shudnt hv agree to play for spore in asia pacific..bt sumbodi encouraged mi to take part..after all, its for fun wat rite..once agn, held at vivo for de 2nd yr..

i noe i wun emerge as champion..bt den, if i were to play in spore open, i might improve..fm lik top 25 to top 20..every yr improve 5 'ppl' less..meib 1 find dae im de top..haiz..dream on lah charlene..

lookin back, sudoku aint reali part of mi life, bt its lik whn i wan to do, i wil do..dun wan den dun do..so far 4 competitions..3 local, 1 overseas..of cos, its nt all abt winning..its de experience dat counts too..

alrite..back to studyin before i do mur updates over de weekend..

FOOD FOOD FOOD..so much food..besides de cake dat mf baked, de rest fm GOODWOODPARKHOTEL..hw shiok cn it be..

cake dat mf baked
korkor bought fm sch for all of us to eat..
fruits fm hotel to clear indigestion..

durian pancakes..

durian cake, durian puff

variety of pastry..

wat a long weekend..n god noes hw much i spent dis week..argh..

hate hvin classes so earli in de mornin, spoils mi day..

aniway, de weekend is here to visit mi agn..n im all geared up to finish mi project (dats if i cn lah)..

tdy, goin out for diner at amk, im sure sum of u wil noe y..n im so blue..

well, hv to gt sum stuff ltr, whu wana follow??

in sch nw, jus finish doin mi whp project n sent to yat liao..left nsa n ib mus do tdy if possible..

mi mam is mad, say i cn go kayak, den say i cant, den say i cn, den say i cant..wat de hell..argh, so i cn or cant..tryin to play a fool isit..

goin out n sat wif mi didi..brinin him to buffet cos he kip buggin mi..oh wells, treat it as his burfdae lunch, n mine too?? hahahaha..cyclin? bt nt too sure yet..

deng kuku, since u are sick, jus pass mi de liverpool tickets for sun lah..wahahha..

cute PEACHES..ice age 3 baby mammoth..=)

harry potter n de half blood prince..nt reali veri nice..
future mrt lines in spore??

SP role play..our models..hehe..pretty rite..

mi NEWEST toy..all tks to MAM n DAD..loveli sweets..=)

charlene is a happy gal..=) iphone 3G-s

hrm presentation cleared tdy..tmr gt ib test, nida go see de handball ppl, hv to miss de biathlon briefin..

watever..aniway, hero n chalk HV NT gt back to mi..neither did dey tell mi wat tym is de briefin, whr isitm etc..HELLO, de event is lik on sat lah..so do u nid us volunteers nt?? if everythin tell last min, if mi frens cant hw?? do u guys even value ur volunteers?? bt mingfei ordy told mi de details, hwever, i forget le..

all i wanted was to hang out, let u check out mi new outfit..if i noe all dese wud hpnd, i wudnt even hv stayed..part nt to wori, i din jus stay cos of u..(yup, i lik addin oil to de fire, for everythin is in a mess nw)..

i wil nt regret wat i did or say..dis isnt de 1st tym he is doin dat..meib u tink i went to far, up to u..meib u jus cant still accept dat i use BAD WORDS..n if its bcos of u dat i cant use it, den am i bein miself?? yup, i mus cut down, i hv to cut down..bt aint im cuttin down on de usage of bad words ordy?? dun i onli use it whn im angri or pissed?? wat else mus i do to please u?? wat else mus i nt do jus cos u dun lik?? cant i be miself n u jus accept de way i am??

seriousli, i duno wat to do..worst cum to worst, i jus say sorry, for i wan our frenship back..bt i wun regret wat i say, neither will i take it back..i lik de tyms whn we hit each other n play, chasin ard n askin to gt wack..i dun mind if u disturb mi lidat..bt i HATE it whn ppl put words INTO MI MOUTH..its nt onli u den i wil gt angri..as long as anibodi put words into mi mouth, dey sure wil gt it..IM SORRY, meib u din noe (as wat he said), bt nw u noe..

tym to slp?? tym to sutdy?? tym to gt out of hse n hang ard in de park to stone for while?? am dead tired, dun wish to tink abt anithin..no wonder i walk n walk, end up at mi hse..all de best n take care ppl..im gone..bies..

check out de trolley..duno whus idea..

look wats STUCK to de basket..pls hvnt second tots whn u wan to steal stuff..
gosh, de milk powder packet oso mus put dat??

here are 3 pictures i took wif mi hp camera while at carrefour in msia..gd idea or wat??

FOOD, SPORTS BRA..yeah

swimin pool..
find de difference..

resort room..FREAKIN BIG..

back fm mi short gt away..wanted to tan, bt cudnt, cos every mornin it RAINED..i wonder whu kept singing sia!! ric de resort lik erm, after midnite lah, cos i left ard 8 plus?? de room is FREAKIN BIG!! i tink cn hold up to 30 ppl..

2 bedroom, 2 toilet, dinin area, hall..each bedroom gt 3 beds, cn slp abt 5 to 6 ppl lah..den 1 toilet gt bathtub..dinin area gt 1 table n 4 chairs..hall gt 1 table, 2 sofas, tv..cool or wat..den mi, big tan, medium tan, we all slp in 1 room, n i 'stole' de other pillows fm de other room to make miself comfortable..haha..slept wif 4 pillows, cos big tan took 2, medium tan took 2..bt aniway, 4 pillows are mur den enuf..

nothin much to shop except to eat? nw am back to face 'war'..tmr is presentation, goin to slp liao..nites..

finali a short gt away..am goin off to msia soon, lik in 1 hr ++..wif mi famili..quite last min, bt yar..

didi: wat u wan, ask mam..nt sure hw much RM i gt to buy wat u nid..
suzy: i wil gt ur biscuits if i hv enuf cash wif mi..
rach: same for u, if gt enuf den i gt for u all..(abt wantin to gif mi money back, we shall see agn yup..dun wori abt)..

its bin a long week for all of us..im dead tired n im glad dis holiday came at de rite tym..dough of cos next week gt presentation n test n stuff..oh wells, watever..i shall take dis break as much as i wan..tks to big tan n medium tan..thank goodness fat tan is nt cumin..u cn stay at hm n CLEAN de hse..tks alot..

oh yar, as i was sayin..shud i ask big tan for new hp or nw 'underwater' camera rite..i oso nid a new backpack (to go sch) n a hard drive..big tan, pls donate sum money to mi..transfer cash to mi account agn lik NOW..wahahaha..guess i mus prioritise wat i wan..so i wil slowli gt it..=)

cabbage wif button mushroom n minced meat

luncheon meat wif egg
mashed potato

fried potato skin

cooked diner yesterdae..bt lik canot make it..hwever, still edible..aniway, i gif up lah..haha..outfield cookin is still beta..cooked de above n den mam came hm to cook rice..

tdy stayed n do project..did up de final script for SP, did de ppt for SP n send to mars..stayed back in sch to finish up..waited wif hash too, cos she gt drivin lesson..wei teck came n have diner..bought fish n chips hm as mam cook food dat i dun eat..haha..den stil gt sum tym to kill, so continued n finish HRM script..

cant wait to watch harry potter..am goin to be another yr older..gosh..shud i ask dad for new hp or camera (dat cn go underwater to take pics)?? bt im so used to mi old hp (suzy, tks for remindin mi dat u saw it sicne yr 1..wahahaha)..wat do i wan?? dere is so mani things..cn i list it out to ask santa claus?? bt im nt so thick skin as to ask ppl other den mi parents..

ok, ipp nt goin vietnam le..shant rant it here as ppl reads..let bygones be bygones, superficial n ----------..grades A students dat teacher wants..so be it..i shall oso excel n do wat im suppose to do in spore..cheers..

taufu..whn u are ready, den we chat ba..good luck for ur common test..ADD OIL..

mingfei..wat de hell u doin..stop hidin for life is NOT OVER..tok to mi..

MONDAE
slp all de way fm sun 8pm till mon 8pm..gosh..late for sch n im stil lik in de holidae mood..hahaha..goin to bed nw cos tired..nites..


SUNDAE
caught ice age 3 agn, dis tym wif him..so finali he gt to see it..wahaha..at 1130 sia!! den we go back late..slpt for a few hrs den mus wake up at 5 lidat..so tired lor..cos gt run at chinese garden at 730..sian, so earli..

ric jus nice, waited for de rest, taufu came late..we ran, finish liao we go play water at jurong east swimmin complex..freakin tired..slept at 8pm..


SATURDAE
went to dover to return harness to cheryl fm NP..duno wat race or comp dey gt..den mf ask wana join yellow ribbion nt..i wan, bt den..i duno yet..haiz..went to mit him for lunch n tot cn catch movie nt..bt tym slot too full..den head back hm cos nida go see popo as i wun be free on sun..saw mi uncle n his famili dere..

mi smal cousin was noti, veri noti indeed..kena wack by mi uncle..went for nice diner..den head back hm to pack bag n go out..

last dae of holidaes le..last dae of slackin..cant wait for sch to start..cant wait for mur holidaes to cum agn..

din call him up..so i duno he wil late nt..end up, he reali late..n i waited at de bus stop for lik 30 mins..wth..hack lah..i tink its worth it..bt confirm i sure kip quiet n shake/nod head agn..haha..

boss says..y do we race chi/chi..mal/mal..bt in a race, u nid communication..dats wat i tink..u nid to race wif sumbodi u are comfortable wif..whu u wun fight n quarrel..lik mi n clara..haha..no ideal race partner..bt den, its gd to hv changes n learn abt others..rather den jus stick to de same ppl..

so far, i hv race wif hero, fufu, buttercups, clara, nadiah, nasyita..dis sun, i wil race wif min, taufu, korkor..i cn say dat im glad i hv de chance to race wif all dese ppl..for u wil den noe wat hpnds whn dey are put under stress n pressure..either to win or complete de race..n im glad i dun jus stick to 1 person, cos im ADAPTABLE..=)

tigger up in de sky..

tigger in de cup..

tigger in de coffin..

pretty tigger..

waited for an hr to play game..end up no mood to play le..wait until sian, wait until back pain..

y mus i be so dependent on u to play game wif mi?? i shall learn, n i shant depend on u, if possible..

CHARLENE, be independent..do wat u wan, do wat u lik..tink for urself, care for wat man..back pain go rest, still wait up so long for wat..game cn always play other tym..dun nid to wait for ppl..tired jus go rest wat..dumb gal..watever lah..

aniway..SUZY, hapi 20th burfdae..muack..

gosh..i duno y i cant upload de pics to blog leh..sianz..

tdy gt IB tut online wif teacher..wat de hell..haha..so mani ppl, duno hw she gona control all of us..bt she set RULES online..haha..first tym gt rules on msn leh..cool or wat..haha..she n her michael porter..gosh..totali forgot abt de PESTE draft, till she asked fm us online..n den did n sent to angela..sori i sent late, apologies..

went to find mars, hash, yat..so slpy cn..left at 6pm..gt locked out of club rm cos dey went gym..haha..bt lazy to go up, summur no pass..so msged korkor..n he came to hlp mi..haha..tks to mr madi whu kept mi acc while i was stonin outside..wanted to rest a while before headin hm..so dun hv to squeeze wif all de ppl on de bus..

close mi eyes nt even awhile, de bloody hp ring n ring n ring lik mad..nv stop..EDIOT..cn u lik stop pesterin mi, interogatin mi..i wun ntertain ur questions oso..i told u straight ordy..so pls, get a grip, get a life..stop contactin mi, leave n be gone..pls move on wif ur own life..as we lead diff lifes..dun make it to de extend whereby we cant even be 'frens'..im sick n tired of everythin ordy..pls look for other ppl..gosh..gt lost if possible..

kukunarthon..mus u ask mi wat i wan to eat or drink?? cant u surprise mi or jus gt it for mi?? everytym oso ask..lidat i gt miself beta rite..haha..bt tks for askin..=)

y y y y y?? all i tot was to go out n njoy tdy..yet, things mus hpnd..if lidat, i rather nt go out on wednesdae animur..for i ordy noe ur schedule n tymslot..i shud jolly well noe whn u are free for mi, whn u are nt..sigh..

aniway, jus wana thank mf, taufu, eugene for cumin to see de movie..freakin nice lor..go see ICE AGE 3..i lik, i love de little baby 'PEACHES'..its a i duno wat animal, looks extinct..mamoth?? cn i hv dat soft toy (if dere is)??

elearnin seriousli sucks lah..argh..wana tan, bt sch pool cant go..yet i dun wish to pay money to use public pool..haha..had fun hidin n bullyin tigger, took lots of photos too..haha..jus a note to all, dun ever leave ur soft toy in de club rm..cos it will gt 'sayangED'..=) duno y nt mf tigger, she so protective, so gan chiong of it..hahaha..u noe i noe leh..

world of sports hvin 40% sales..cool or wat..do u noe wat im tinkin?? hahaha..

i jus saw sum photos..i duno y, bt i felt hapi n sad..i felt sad for wat had hpnd n it was short lived..yet i oso fil hapi for tym heals stuff n we stil mus move on..

met up wif mars, hash, yat to do project..funi ppl i hv..great to work wif..did i mention before dat yat is mad?? haha..thur mittin agn..

im tired..im sick..i hate bein caught inbetween mi frens n famili..i jus dun lik it..y mus it always be lik dat?? mi curfew is lik at 1130pm u noe..gosh..i cant wait to grow up..i cant wait to live on mi own..i cant wait to move out..i reali duno..

gona see movie, bt wrong venue..kept on askin hero to pon mittin, jus to join us..he say cant..end up after we book, den at nite he tell mi mittin cancel..haiz..confirmin tym wif dem..den ask him whr n wat tym..end up see, at orchard..whn all along we tot is book amk..haiz..