..work work work..

..slepy slepy slepy..

..school school school..

..projects projects projects..

..problems problems problems..

..commitments commitments commitments..

so mani things dat mus be done..so mani things i wana do..so mani things waitin for mi to confirm and certain and approve and go ahead..wat am i suppose to do? argued wif dad jus cos of de TIME..wtf rite..aniway, dat issue wasnt even regardin him, so kapo for wat..i jus ask u de tym, jus tel mi lah..so difficult isit..

y always talk to mi mus put mi put, brin mi down, make mi fill lik shit..if u so gd, so clever, go do it too lah..dun always tok onli..n if tokin to mi always lead to quarrel n arguements, dun even try or start tokin to mi..jus leave mi alone..after all, dun u noe dat ur children are a combination of YOUR genes!! whr i gt mi stubborness, mi attitude, etc..JUST ASK URSELF..i cn 100% gurantee dat u were lik mi whn u 2 were younger ok..so continue blamin or scoldin mi, its ok..to mi, u are jus scoldin urself..

dun even fil lik cumin hm, dun even fil lik stayin hm..wat is HOME? hw i wish, everyday i jus hv to be back by 1130pm..den next mornin i gt out to go sch..day in day out, jus lidat..so u guys wun nid to tok to mi, so dat wun hv arguements, so dat wun hv problems, so dat i wun gt scolded, so dat u wun waste ur breath on mi..after all, wat tym i cum back oso no difference, we dun tok much..

i might hv wronged u

i might hv taken de decision too late

i had mi doubts

and nw i noe hw wrong i was

wat i am sure is mi love for u

mi love has no boundaries

yet ur silence is crushin mi heart

i am nothin wifout u