finali done wif all de presentations le..trashed things out wif de grp cos dun wan dis to drag further, dun wan ppl to gt blame for no reason, dun wan others to tink anihw, dun wan ppl to onli hear one side of de story cos dey've gt no idea wats goin on..so de best is to let de grp members tok out everythin, to clear everythin out, be honest, after all, over le..glad we done dat..

law seminar was borin..wanted to fal aslp, n pls remind mi nt to be a lawyer by profession, if nt mi hair all lik dem..yucks..went for adc, hash din..tdy was game day, so no lesson, no physical..bt den, i was late, so cant play frisbee le..so went to run wif dragonfly n yeye..den we watch de rest play de match..went out of sch to play captain's ball after dat..

omg lah, de grass all gt knifes on deir leaves lah..pain sia, n sharp summur..i was in grp 3 wif dragonfly, eddry, andy, keng hao..we were de 'all whites'..den we suppose to play against loretta team..dey gt 6 ppl, we gt 5..dey were de 'all blacks'..boi came, he wore white, chalk ask him to be in our team, bt duno wats wrong wif him, wana make life difficult i guess..den ask a gal fm loretta's team to join us..so we are de 5W + 1B..bt nvm, im sure grp 3 had a fun game..cos we cooperated well n played to de best of our ability, even though we tired, even though lik gt hill..

had a final showdown by join forces..grp 1 + 2 VS grp 3 + 4..nt veri fun cos mani ppl, n dey wil push n snatch..so i jus stand one side..oh, i fought for a ball, n rolled down de hill whn playin wif grp 4..sucks lah, nw mi legs cut cuts n bruises..ediot..n i gt dis damn big blister, wif blood inside..omg, its damn disgustin ok..adc peeps went to mac for diner, i nv eat..jus sat dere, wanted to leave, bt dey say cant..den end up chalk say dey kiddin..bt i jus sat down dere..

why? we tok so much online, we msg so much..whn we two go out onli, gt so mani things to say, so hapi, so fun..in sch we mit at same place or wat, buy food n drink for each other..why? why isit so different whn its durin trainin tym? i feel inferior and ignored..u cn go tok to anibody, everybody, except mi..i oso dun wan tok to u if dats de case..if next tym lidat, i rather we dun msg, dun msn, dun tok, dun anithin..

yeah, i had a bad day..u had a bad day too..bt u cn tok to other ppl except mi..well done man..i dun see y i nid to tell u mi problems n stuff, whn u dun tel mi urs..i dun wan to be to reliant on u..neither do i wana kip things away fm u..bt, i duno hw to explain lah..

de feelings is jus so sucky alrite..everytym durin trainin, u wil encourage other ppl, n den, say i cn do it de..wth lah..yar, go tok to dem, encourage dem ok..i dun nid u oso..after trainin, den start to ask mi wats wrong, y i so quiet, dun tok..WTF is wrong..y cant u be normal? y cant i be normal? y cant we be normal durin trainin..onli whn we two alone den cn tok everythin isit..

meib i tink too much le..meib i read into it too much le..meib i shud learn to let go..meib i shudnt tok to u animur..meib i shudnt hv open mi heart..watever it is..meib it wil hpnd, meib it wil nt..I JUS WAN TO CRI OUT LOUD..