sun's kayak was ok, bt sum hw regreted wastin mi day at de beach..nida walke up so earli jus to gt to pasir ris water venture..sumtyms, i juz dun see hw i cn pull miself up for all dese events..bt well, jus gt it over n done wif..next sun agn gt de course, stil tinkin if i shud go nt..

reali feelin veri shack n tired nw..i bin pushin miself to mi limits or more..ever since i join adc...am i doin dis for miself? or jus cos i am told to do so? y am i pushin mi body to do things it cant do?

sun kayak, mon rock climb..yup, of cos everybody cn..bt different ppl hv gt different body, different forte..nt everybody is made de same..nt everybody likes the same sports, nt everybody likes doin de same thing..so y cant i do wat i like? y mus i go look for trouble?

i reali seriousli hate it whn u do dis..example, im scared of cockroaches, u tink its funi, veri funi to scare mi wif cockroaches? to see mi runnin away, runnin ard, its fun to u rite..once nvm..every nw n den, cum n scare..cum on man, grow up..its nt veri nice to scare sumbody wif sumthin dey are scared off..dun tel mi u are nt scared of anithin, nt even one? get a life man..

rushin fny project..gona gif mi best shot...shal start trainin for mi sudoku..so am i doin dis for miself or spore?